Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
In his pride of conquest he forgot all limits and claimed the wife of
the Destroyer himself. Then the Great God, angry, came himself to earth
to punish the Giant, and slew that powerful one as he lay beside his
bride in all his security of possession. But when the poor lady walked
forth to make living sacrifice of herself, as was meet, upon the dead
body of her lord--it was the Great God himself who was enamoured of
her, and he sat by the burning corpse disconsolate. None could drag him
back to heaven; nor moved he night and day till the object of his love
had found new form in the sweet-smelling _Tulsi_, with its soft green
leaves and brown flowering spirals, struggling upwards to the light.
“Forget not the perfume of the _Tulsi_. The customs of your race, in
marrying, in dying, in loving....” sang my friend. “It means all that
to us who sprinkle it with water in the morning.”
* * * * *
But in my little garden there was no holy _Tulsi_ to sprinkle with
water in the morning! Transplanting suiteth not the aged: and the
friend of the Garden-people appeared before me sad and shaven.
“My Mother is dead, and at my hands: have I leave to carry her to the
waters of oblivion?”
Leave, of course: but let the blame be rightly fixed; not the
worshipper, but the Huzoor, she who ordered, carried the sin. This
did not satisfy, as I would have wished: and it was not till many
days later that the faithful slave brought me a cleared brow, and his
mountain top of philosophy.
“But to him who does not deem it sin it is not sin.”
Now is that what the sacred plant will now say henceforth and for ever
to my lover of ceremonies in his garden, and am I responsible for the
dangerous doctrine? I wonder.
XIII
A CHILD OR TWO
In an orthodox Hindu house of mine acquaintance are to be found
two darling Babies, aged four and five. They are girls, one named
“Lightning-Beloved,” the other after a Greek Goddess.
I made their acquaintance first in the Summer, and they were most
seasonably dressed in gold waist-bands and an amulet a-piece--for
the Goddess of Learning, a bear’s claw, and for “Lightning-Beloved,”
a little gold box of mystic “spare-me-s” against the blue sword of
her tempestuous Lord.... I was much in request for games, and daily
beguiled into longer and longer visits; how could one resist Babies who
were just being introduced to the joys of childhood? And, when I left
the “Inside,” there would be one Baby on my hip--they taught me that,
and it is quite easy, I assure you--and one clinging to leg and hand
as I walked downstairs.
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