Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
I have said the quarrel was in three generations--daughter, mother,
grandmother--and, of course, like all Raj quarrels, it had been made
by a third person to suit his own purposes. My connection with it was
an attempt at Peacemaking, when the daughter was about fifteen, and
could speak for herself. Not soon shall I forget my journeys ... flat,
mud-coloured country, with mud huts rising out of the ground, as if you
had pinched up the earth into hiding holes ... mud-coloured humans like
detached pieces of their own houses herding undersized goats, or urging
miserable beasts and an unwilling plough over the baked earth: little
vegetation, but here and there a palm-tree, standing straight and
solitary against the heat-hazed, pewter-coloured sky, as if even Nature
had need here to throw herself on God.... This was before the rain. In
a week all was changed, the road was under water, and I had a weird,
mysterious drive through the rivers of streets. The suspicion of a moon
was overhead, and a glorious fresh breeze wandered the world. Silently
we drove, _swish, swish_, fifteen miles of--a call to secrecy, as if
all the world had finger on lip--“_hush, hush_” ... the trees said it,
the feathery bamboos whispering head against head, and the soft gray
clouds, and that veiled moon, and that wistful breeze, and those muddy
streets, they all said “_Hush!_” ... even the bare legs of the saises,
as they ran by the carriage, seemed to say the same. “_Hush!_” ... All
the world was slipping into a delicious forgetfulness and oblivion,
and there was none to see, none save I, thrilling with sympathy, and
that palm or two against the horizon looking on stiff-necked and aloof
as if refusing to have part or lot in this flirtation of Earth and
Cloudland. I did not mind the palms. I hugged myself with the delicious
feeling of being in the secret of the world-things. Once or twice in
our pathless journey we passed through a village, so close that I could
reach a hand and scratch a soft pink nose of cow or buffalo at its
tethering. The peasant house-holder lay stretched in his winding-sheet
asleep on the unguarded threshold. No reason for worry or watch-dog
when all your wealth is in dear Mother-Earth, guarded by the floating
fluid come down from Heaven for that same purpose. How good will be the
rice crop after this soaking he knows full well, that slow-minded one
who sleeps so blissfully.
But it is after midnight, and we have arrived. And next morning there
are secrets again, but of a different kind, in the air, and my work is
cut out for me.
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