"In this _normal_ sleep the critical faculties of the cortex are
paralyzed. Meanwhile, the infantile unconscious mind expands
misinterpreted experience into the toxic patterns of neurosis and
psychosis. The conscious mind takes over at morning, unaware that
these infantile motivations have been cleverly woven into its very
structure.
"Sleeping Compound will stop this. There is no unconscious activity
after taking this harmless drug. We believe the Medicorps should at
once initiate measures to acclimatize every child to its use. In
these children, as the years go by, infantile patterns unable to
work during sleep will fight a losing battle during waking hours
with conscious patterns accumulating in the direction of
adulthood."
That was all there was--mostly the Medicorps patting its own back for
saving humanity. But if you were in trouble and called a medicop, you'd
risk getting into real trouble.
Conrad became aware of Clara standing in the doorway. The flush of
her disturbed emotions and the pallor of her fatigue mixed in ragged
banners on her cheeks.
Conrad waved the _Family Pharmacy_ with a foolish gesture of
embarrassment.
"Young lady, have you been neglecting to take your sleeping compound?"
Clara turned utterly pale. "I--I don't understand."
"You were talking in your sleep."
"I--was?"
She came forward so unsteadily that he helped her to a seat. She stared
at him. He asked jovially, "Who is this 'Bill' you were so desperately
involved with? Have you been having an affair I don't know about?
Aren't my friends good enough for you?"
The result of this banter was that she alarmingly began to cry,
clutching her robe about her and dropping her blonde head on her knees
and sobbing.
* * * * *
Children cried before they were acclimatized to the drugs, but Conrad
Manz had never in his life seen an adult cry. Though he had taken his
morning drugs and certain disrupting emotions were already impossible,
nevertheless this sight was completely unnerving.
In gasps between her sobs, Clara was saying, "Oh, I can't go back to
taking them? But I can't keep this up! I just can't!"
"Clara, darling, I don't know what to say or do. I think we ought to
call the Medicorps."
Intensely frightened, she rose and clung to him, begging, "Oh, no,
Conrad, that isn't necessary! It isn't necessary at all. I've only
neglected to take my sleeping compound and it won't happen again. All
I need is a sleeping compound. Please get my pharmacase for me and it
will be all right."
She was so desperate to convince him that Conrad got the pharmacase and
a glass of water for her only to appease the white face of fright.
Within a few minutes of taking the sleeping compound, she was calm. As
he put her back to bed, she laughed with a lazy indolence.
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