"Of course I cannot let you live. You braved the land of the shaggy
people, and made friends with them; and you have a knowledge which must
never be given to our tribes. Men must have something to fear. It keeps
them decent."
I do not know, even yet, whether he believed what he said; and I have
often pondered on it. Perhaps he had made himself believe it, for the
peace of his soul.
"The legend of The Nameless goes on," he said, the bright froth
dripping from his lips. "Ahmusk dies.... My father was a guardian. He
preached to me that some dreadful calamity would occur if we allowed
the two races to come together. All the guardians were taught that. It
was dinned into them from their birth. Only the intelligent ones saw
what that calamity would be. Our craft would lose its privilege, its
honor, its reason for being."
It was the same thought I had held. The guardians fattened on
adulation, and if that was taken from them, there would be nothing
left, for they were so accustomed to it that they could not conceive
becoming as other men.
"It does no harm to tell you these things, Ahmusk, for you will shortly
die. Yes ... you understand, I saw very early that the basic ideas of
my craft were wrong, all wrong. There was no harm in letting you know
of the shaggy people, for they are as innocent and affectionate as
you; the harm lay in the breaking-up of our guild, and the...." He was
silent for so long that I thought he had lapsed into insensibility,
but after a while he repeated what he had said about mankind needing
something to fear. He used the same words, as though it were an excuse
he had learnt by rote long ago.
"That is an untruth," I said. "Fear is evil, fear of anything is all
wrong. It is wickedness, Laq."
* * * * *
He looked up at me, and I think the naked truth came to his lips then,
and would not be denied; for he said, with a horrid gasp, "Ah, but
the reverence given us, Bear-throat! This is not lightly to be lost.
Think of it! In all the world we alone are above mankind. A hunter
is the same as a singer, the night watcher gains no more thanks, no
more prerogatives than the weaver of garlands. Only the guardian walks
clothed in honor and mystic glory! Do you think I can let you smash
us to the level of common clay, after so many generations of being
exalted?"
He stopped again, and I thought of the first of his breed, those early
guardians who must have arisen after the terrible slaughters, when all
was hatred and terror and confusion. Did they then invent the legend of
The Nameless, to capitalize on the mutual fear of the two peoples? Did
they, perhaps, force the hairy folk into the wastes and caves, looking
ahead to a reign of vicious knowledge over ignorance? And were all
their descendants as cynical and utterly selfish as this Laq?
"What of your brothers?" I asked him. "Do they know that no true harm
would come if the people knew the truth of The Nameless?"
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