In between jobs, when he flew until he was broken again, Cragin found
out more about Deep Space and about the Barrier, beyond which only one
other beside himself had ventured, than any other man who lived. His
predecessor had not. To Cragin it was sort of a challenge--sometimes
more than a daring wanderlust, sometimes a little less, when he picked
new directions from sheer boredom. But beneath it all, there was
something that rebelled; that bordered on resentment, and at the same
time on awe. He had never known which was the cause of which, only that
the men of Earth (and they were the only men in this lonely system of
planets) were dying, and had long since ceased to be awed by anything,
or to be stirred beyond the narrow limits of their own complacency.
They had achieved all there was to achieve; death was to be their
reward. Hope had become folly; work a means to avoid insanity; science
the only comfort and pleasure, because it had been thoroughly mastered.
Except, perhaps, for the Barrier itself. Beyond it, Earth science had
little hold, its concepts little validity. It was therefore a worthless
waste, for it did not adhere to the facts that men said were true. And
Cragin had found it difficult to decide why it was that he had chosen
to let himself get swallowed up in it. Maybe for the sheer pleasure
of laughing because it was so easy (the comptometers did all the work
of plotting the warp paths and keeping the ship at the right critical
speeds so it wouldn't leave them and go plunging off into dimensions
from which there would be no return) maybe because he hadn't been as
positive as he was supposed to be that what was beyond the Barrier was
such a waste after all.
To keep himself occupied he remembered what there had been to learn; to
recam the comptometers in anticipation of the ever increasing speed of
warp shifts; how to change direction and yet keep a bearing on home;
how to fly some of it by himself, juggling equations in his head while
the comptometers cooled off.
Then two years ago he had joined the Patrol. Chasing water bootleggers
who stole from government reserves and sold at fantastic prices was
something he hadn't as yet had a hand in. That he had become an officer
in a year and a half instead of the usual six hadn't surprised him
much; if he weren't a captain in another year and a half he'd resign.
And dig the asteroids again maybe. It didn't matter.
"At Barrier in four minutes, sir. Grimes, stand by comptometer One with
her coordinates...."
Comptometer One rose from a deep hum below the range of hearing into
audibility. "Now, Mister Grimes!" Comptometer Two checked in and the
hum rose steadily to a high pitched whine. Three came in.
"I've got her on the radar track, sir! There she is--good Lord!"
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