Mountain life -- Fiction; North Carolina -- Fiction
It would seem that with all that has been written about love by both
philosophers and romanticists; with all the lovers there have been in
the world since the world began who have recorded their experiences
in song and story and memoirs; with all that a man sees and hears of
love with his own ears and his own eyes before he has reached twenty,
there should be little chance left for speculation on the part of any
one. And yet here was Allston, who had read a good bit and had seen a
good bit, unable to recognize it either in himself or in others. It was
as though he found himself in some newly discovered land about which
he must feel his way cautiously lest he lose his direction. It was as
though he were upon some untried venture.
He had, of course, a sentimental notion of what love meant, but this
did not seem to the point. It was not that which had made him reach
for Wilmer’s hand. He had said at the time he could not explain his
act, and that was true. His impulse had come from deep within. But
stranger than this was the effect this brief contact produced in him.
The effrontery of it, which had at first startled them both, she seemed
ready to forgive, and this, in turn, allowed him to forget that crass
feature. But this by no means settled the matter. Their relations were
not what they had been before. He saw this in her eyes suddenly grown
timid; he felt it in his own changed attitude when with her.
She had become, he would have said, more human. Until now she had been
no more than an intellectual pastime, like a pleasant and not too
baffling problem in chess. He had enjoyed moving this way and that in
order to see how she would respond. When he made her smile, he felt
that he had scored Check, although more often than not she moved easily
out of danger. This seemed like an amusing and safe diversion for them
both. With nothing at stake it mattered little who won.
But the touch of her warm fingers--brief as it was--had proved her of
flesh and blood. It seemed strange after this that he had ever doubted
it. On the walk home from the cove that late afternoon he was conscious
of it every minute. He saw her try to resume the old game at the point
where it had been so rudely interrupted and saw her fail, though
he did his best to help her. He himself tried and failed. For long
intervals they walked in silence--a dangerous silence.
That evening she came down to supper light-heartedly enough and in
a pretty new gown. For the first time since his stay here Allston
could have told with some detail just what she wore. It was a light,
gauzy thing of a bluish tint with rosebuds peeping out from the
skirt beneath. Her hair was done high and fastened with a large
tortoise-shell comb. The walk had so crimsoned her cheeks that her
father noticed it.
“You’re looking very fine to-night,” he said.
“Thank you, dad,” she answered.
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