Conduct of life -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction; Human-alien encounters -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space colonies -- Fiction
One of the bolder and more beautiful girls on board had been argued
into making a carefully planned attempt to draw information out of him,
and bets had been placed on the results. She was eager enough to try
her hand at this rich prize, and her self-confidence was justified by
a long trail of broken hearts in high places, but the attempt came to
nothing. Kirk was aware of her efforts and aware that in another mood
he would have appreciated her charm, but he felt too sick and miserable
to respond.
Remembering her piquant, laughing face later in his cabin, Kirk
thought morosely of the long train of girls he had known in the past.
Many of them had been lovely--a fledgling PA was considered a highly
desirable date, even though the chances were always that he wouldn't
make it in the end. But Kirk had always been filled with an iron
determination that he _was_ going to make it in the end, and this meant
no distractions. If he began to feel he might get really emotionally
entangled with a girl, he stopped seeing her at once. He saw them
seldom enough, anyway. The regulations of the PA Institute gave him a
fair amount of free time, but the study requirements made the apparent
freedom meaningless.
How hard he'd worked for the day he'd be wearing this uniform, he
thought bitterly. How proud and happy he'd thought he'd feel wearing
it! And now, instead, here he was, practically hiding in his cabin,
hoping nobody would discover the name of his destination and guess the
reason for the humiliated rage that was still coursing through him.
He'd gone over the interview with Carlin Ross a hundred times since the
trip started, and he wasn't any nearer to making sense out of it than
when he began....
He'd entered Ross's office for the interview in which he would be
awarded his post, full of confidence and pride. The final examination
results posted in the main lobby were headed by his name. He knew that,
because of his good record and general popularity, he had been watched
with special interest by the teachers and staff for some time; and he
looked forward to being awarded a particularly desirable planet, in
spite of its being his first post.
Technical ability and sound training in administration had long ago
been decided upon as more important than practical experience, as
mankind began to sicken of the bungling of political appointees. The
far-flung planets that had been colonized or held an intelligent,
humanoid population were so numerous that even an experienced Planetary
Administrator could know very little about each one. Only someone
brought up on a planet could have a detailed knowledge of it, and it
was a basic premise of the Galactic Union that governors with a common
upbringing and training on Terra were necessary to keep the varied
parts of the empire from splitting off and becoming alienated from the
rest.
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