Conduct of life -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction; Human-alien encounters -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space colonies -- Fiction
How do they turn them out like that, he thought--every movement
fluid, every position graceful, every gesture exquisite? How does
this nonentity of a planet turn out a girl with the kind of walk the
video-stars back home practice and work years to approach? With a
voice with that indescribable music and precision? With a flawless
skin, radiant hair, a serenity and self-confidence that would make the
greatest beauties on Terra envious? With a quiet, careless pride that
made him, the new ruler of her planet, awkward and insecure in the
presence of his own servant?
Jeannette had been jealous, he realized suddenly. She was jealous of
these girls, of their grace, of their radiance. Her cynicism covered a
bitter envy.
For a long time he lay there, trying to sleep, haunted by Nanae's
luminous eyes.
* * * * *
He started working the next morning.
There was no use putting it off, he thought. Nemar seemed to act like
a drug, gradually depriving you of your drive and ambition. He wasn't
going to give it a chance to let its poison seep into him.
He flung himself into his duties as Planetary Administrator with a grim
determination. He struggled to organize the affairs of the planet on
a more efficient basis. He introduced new methods and techniques. He
worked tirelessly, relentlessly, hardly noticing their passage as one
day followed another. And every moment he could spare, he devoted to
the project for finding something of value to export.
He was going to put this planet on the map. He didn't know how yet, but
he was going to do it.
He was going to turn his misfortune into a triumph.
Every hint of a possibility was followed up with eagerness.
Every lead, every clue, was the subject of exhaustive study and
investigation. His days were a succession of guarded hopes and
disappointments, of surges of optimism and long stretches of
discouragement. He pushed his wearied body into greater and greater
efforts, working unflaggingly through the day and most of the night,
spurred by the anger that still burned in him.
The natives, he knew, looked at the light burning late into the night
and thought he was a little crazy. He gave up eating with them. It was
too easy, there by the river, to drift into staying later and later,
drinking their hot wine, chatting, watching the dancing. It was too
hard to resist the temptation of midnight swimming later with the young
men and women at the nearby beach, with revels and bonfires on the
lavender sands afterward.
* * * * *
At the end of two weeks, he sat on his bed, taking stock of what he had
accomplished.
It was very little.
And he was very tired.
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