Conduct of life -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction; Human-alien encounters -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space colonies -- Fiction
Primitive people had always fought progress and change. They had always
clung to old, outworn methods. But there was more to it than that, he
thought. Primitive people were usually full of superstitious fear of
change, but the Nemarians were not afraid. You couldn't think of them
as fearful. They knew the danger--they knew the strength and power that
faced them--but they were not afraid. They didn't even "handle with
care".
Where did their courage come from?
Or was it just blind stupidity, he thought, a refusal to look facts in
the face, to admit that they were the helpless, backward subjects of an
immensely more powerful and more advanced civilization?
He pulled off a shoe absently, and he thought of all the documents and
reports he had read about Nemar. Ross had given them to him, and he had
searched in them for a clue to help him understand why Ross was sending
him here. He had read and reread them, and they had told him little
more than Ross himself about Nemar.
There was something peculiar about all those documents, he thought,
something odd about the way they were written. They described
an undeveloped planet without valuable resources or any kind of
technology, in no way out of the ordinary. But between the lines was
something that said this planet was out of the ordinary, in spite of
the apparent facts. There was the unavoidable feeling that something
was left unsaid.
What were they trying to hide? Why hadn't they let him know what he was
in for?
Terrans had been coming for forty years. In forty years, they must have
learned something. They must have found out something about what made
these people the way they were, and about how to deal with them. There
should have been warnings and suggestions and at least, if nothing
else, descriptions of methods that had been tried and failed. It should
all have been there, out in the open; it should have been down in black
and white: this is the situation, so far as we know it; these are the
problems.
Instead, there had been only routine description, and veiled hints and
allusions.
He hadn't been here long, he thought. There was a lot to learn here
yet. The other Terrans, the ones who had been here a long time, knew
something he didn't know. He could tell from their faces, from their
attitude toward him. Cortland didn't know, or he would have told him,
and some of the others didn't either, but most of them did. They knew
something, but whether it was pleasant or unpleasant knowledge, he
couldn't tell. Whatever it was, it affected them. They neglected their
work, and they had a different look from the Terrans back home.
Jerwyn had known, and he hadn't told him. He'd said he'd have to live
here to find out.
He lay down and stretched out wearily on the bed.
Well, the answers here exist, he thought. Somehow, when he had all
the pieces, the jigsaw would have to fit together and make a coherent
picture.
Maybe he was looking in the wrong direction.
But he didn't know where to look.
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