Conduct of life -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction; Human-alien encounters -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space colonies -- Fiction
He looked now at Nanae, who had put an arm around each of the children,
cradling them to her. His anger left him completely. Remembering the
hurt child he had once been, he found himself longing for the touch of
softness and kindness that had never come to him, wishing that even now
for a moment he could take the children's place--lay his head against
her breast, and feel her fold him in and brush her hand through his
hair. He felt something melting inside of him. He could feel the lines
of his face softening as he looked at them.
The words stuck, but he forced them out. "I'm sorry."
"It's all right," said the boy.
Leaning down, Kirk put an arm tentatively around each of the children,
half-surprised at himself for the gesture. As he felt their small
bodies relax against his, it seemed as though some deep inner tension
began to flow out of him. He straightened up to find Nanae's glance on
him surprisingly warm, almost tender. The approval in her eyes filled
him with an unfamiliar kind of happiness.
* * * * *
"You mean Ross spent five years here!" Kirk stared in amazement at
Cortland, sitting beside him.
The older officer turned toward him, shifting his position on the
grassy ledge to which they had climbed for a look at the surrounding
countryside. "Yes, that's right. Ross was straight out of the Institute
then, had an A-1 record, and this place had just been discovered. They
thought then it might have all sorts of valuable minerals and things.
It seemed like a great chance." He shrugged. "As it turned out, of
course, there was nothing, but nobody could have known then."
"They know now," Kirk said shortly. He sat looking over the valleys
beneath them, silent for a moment. It was discouraging to learn Ross
had been here and had not turned up anything: Ross was capable,
whatever else he might be, and it would take luck as well as work to
succeed where he had failed. And his luck didn't seem to be working out
too well, he thought, unhappily.
But this might throw some new light on why he'd been sent here. Maybe
Ross's reason for sending the Institute's star pupil had been one he
could never have guessed at the time--a gesture of sentimentality.
Maybe he wanted to help these people with whom he had spent his first
years as an Administrator. Maybe he wanted to make up for his own
failure to help lift their living standards.
He turned toward the other man. "Cortland, you say you've done a lot of
traveling here. How about the rest of the planet? Are any of the other
villages more advanced; are the people any different?"
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