"An hour! Little you know. And subjects don't drop out of the clouds,
dear Anne. I have to go through all the newspapers, read an endless
number of books--not all fiction by a long sight--glance through the
magazines, reviews, weekly publications and foreign newspapers, read my
rivals' columns, go about among the Sophisticates, attend first-nights,
prize-fights, and even see the best of the movies. I assure you it's a
dog's life."
"It sounds tremendously interesting. Far, far more so than my own. I
am so tired of that! I--that is one thing I wanted to talk to you
about--I meant to bring it up at my dinner--I wish you would introduce
me to some of your Sophisticates. Uncle Din says they are the most
interesting people in New York and that he always feels young again
when he is at one of their parties. Will you take me to one?"
"Of course I will. The novelty might amuse you----"
"It's not only novelty I want. I want really to know people whose
minds are constantly at work, who are doing the things we get the
benefit of when we are intelligent enough to appreciate them. I cannot
go on in the old way any longer. I paint more or less and read a great
deal--still on the lines you laid down. But one cannot paint and read
and walk and motor and dance all the time. Even if I had not gone to
France I should have become as bored and disgusted as I am now. You
know that I have a mind. What has it to feed on? I don't mean, of
course, that all the women I know are fools. Some of them no doubt are
cleverer than I am. But all the girls of my set--except Marian
Lawrence, and we don't get on very well--are married; and some have
babies, some have lovers, some are mad about bridge, a few have gone in
for politics, which don't interest me, and those that the war made
permanently serious devote themselves to charities and reform
movements. The war spoilt me for mere charity work--although I give a
charity I founded one afternoon a week--and mother does enough for one
family anyhow. I see no prospect of marrying--I don't know a young man
who wants to talk anything but sport and prohibition--you are an oasis.
There you are! The Sophisticates are an inspiration. I am sure they
will save my life."
"But have you reflected----" Clavering was embarrassed. She had
controlled her tones and spoken with her usual crisp deliberateness,
but he knew that the words came from some profound emotional reaction.
For Anne Goodrich it was an outburst. "You see--it is quite possible
that when the novelty wore thin you would not be much better off than
you are now. All these people are intensely interested in their
particular jobs. They are specialists. You----"
"You mean, what have I to give them?"
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