He explored every nook of those personalities of his, determined to
discover if he felt any sense of inferiority to this woman who knew so
much more, had lived and thought and felt so much more, than
himself--whom he still visioned on a plane above and apart. No woman
was ever more erudite in the most brilliant and informing declensions
of life, whatever the disenchantments, and for thirty years she had
known in varying degrees of intimacy the ablest and most distinguished
men in Europe. She had been at no pains to conceal her opinion of
their intellectual superiority over American men. . . .
He concluded dispassionately that he never could feel inferior to any
woman. Women might arrest the attention of the world with their
talents, change laws and wring a better deal out of life than man had
accorded them in the past, but whatever their gifts and whatever their
achievements they always had been and always would be, through their
physical disabilities, their lack of ratiocination, of constructive
ability on the grand scale, the inferiors of men. The rare exceptions
but proved the rule, and no doubt they had been cast in one mould and
finished in another.
In sheer masculine arrogance he was more than her match. Moreover,
there were other ways of keeping a woman subject.
Did he love her? Comprehensively and utterly? Clear thinking fled
with the last of his doubts. . . . And when a man detaches himself
from the gross material surface of life and wings to the realm of the
imagination, where he glimpses immortality, what matter the penalty?
Any penalty? Few had the thrice blessed opportunity. If he were one
of the chosen, the very demi-gods, jeering at mortals, would hate him.
And then abruptly he fell asleep.
XXXI
He went direct from the office that evening to Mrs. Oglethorpe's house
in Gramercy Park. During the morning he had received the following
note from her, and he had puzzled over it at intervals ever since.
"Dear Lee:
"Will you dine alone with an old woman tonight--a rather bewildered and
upset old woman? I suppose to the young nothing is too new and strange
for readjustment, but I have hardly known where I am these last few
days. You are the only friend I care to talk to on the subject, for
you always understand. I am probably older than your mother and I look
old enough to be your grandmother, but you are the only person living
with whom I ever feel inclined to lay aside all reserve. Old men are
fossils and young men regard me as an ancient wreck preserved by family
traditions. As for women I hate them and always did. Do come and dine
with a lonely puzzled old woman unless you have an engagement
impossible to break. Don't bother to dress.
"Your affectionate old friend,
"JANE OGLETHORPE."
"What's up?" Clavering had thought as he finished it. "Mary or Janet?"
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