She gave the little foreign shrug she had almost forgotten. "I will
listen, of course. Need I add that I am highly honored? If I were not
so astonished, no doubt I should be more properly appreciative of that
honor. Pray let me hear the reasons." Her tone was satirical, but she
was beginning to feel vaguely uneasy.
Neither her words nor her inflections ruffled the calm of that long
immobile face with its half-veiled powerful eyes.
"Let us avert all possible misunderstandings at the beginning," he said
suavely. "I shall not pretend that I have fallen in love with you
again, for although my gallantry prompts me to such a natural
statement, I have not the faintest hope of deceiving you. What I felt
for you once can never be revived, for I loved you more than I have
ever loved any woman; and when such love burns itself out, its ashes
are no more to be rekindled than the dust of the corpse. You thought I
fell in love with my pretty young wife, but I was merely fond and
appreciative of her. I knew that the end had come for us, and that if
I did not recognize that sad fact, you would. My marriage, which, as
you know, was imperative, afforded a graceful climax to a unique
episode in the lives of both of us. There was no demoralizing interval
of subterfuge and politely repressed ennui. On the other hand, it did
not degenerate into one of those dreary and loosely knit _liaisons_,
lasting on into old age. We left each other on the heights, although
the cliff was beginning to crumble."
"Really, Moritz! I hope you have not come up here to indulge in
sentimental reminiscence. Why rake up that old--episode? I assure you
I have practically forgotten it."
"And I can assure you that I never felt less sentimental. I wish
merely to emphasize the fact that it was complete in itself, and
therefore as impossible of resuscitation as the dead. Otherwise, you
might naturally leap to the conclusion that I was an elderly romantic
gentleman----"
"Oh, never! It is obvious that you are inclined to be brutally frank.
But, as you said, time is short."
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