"If what I said sounded brutal, it was merely to remind you that
love--the intense passionate love I have no doubt you feel for this
young man who helps you to realize your renewed youth--never lasts.
And when this new love of yours burns itself out--you never had the
reputation of being very constant, dear Marie--you will have an alien
young man on your hands, while that remarkable brain of yours will be
demanding its field of action. You are European, not American--why,
even your accent is stronger than mine! That may be due to an
uncommonly susceptible ear, but as a matter of fact your mind has a
stronger accent still. You became thoroughly Europeanized, one of us,
and--I say this quite impartially--the most statesman-like woman in
Europe. Your mind was still plastic when you came to us--and your
plastic years are long over, _ma chere_. If your mind had become as
young as your body, you would have bitterly resented it. You were
always very proud of that intellect of yours--and with the best of
reasons."
Mary was staring out of the window. She recalled that she had faced
the fact of the old mind in the young brain when she first discovered
that she loved Clavering. How could she have forgotten . . . for a few
short weeks--and up there? . . . She raised her eyes to the mountain.
From where she sat she could not see the top. It looked like an
impenetrable rampart, rising to the skies.
"Can you tell me with honesty and candor," he continued in those same
gentle tones that had always reminded her of limpid water running over
iron, "--and for all your subtlety your mind is too arrogant and
fearless to be otherwise than honest _au fond_--that you believe you
could remain satisfied with love alone? For more, let us say, than a
year?"
She moved restlessly. "Perhaps not. But I had planned to live in
Vienna. He would spend only a part of the year there with me. His own
interests are here, of course. It would be a perfectly workable
arrangement."
"Are you sure? If you are, I must conclude that in the mental
confusion love so often induces, you have lost temporarily your
remarkable powers of clear and coherent thought. Do you not realize
that you would no longer be Graefin Zattiany, you would be Mrs. Lee
Clavering? Do you imagine for a moment that you could play the great
role in Austrian affairs you have set yourself, handicapped by an
American name--and an American husband? Not with all your gifts, your
wealth, your genius for playing on that complex instrument called human
nature. Austria may be a Republic of sorts, but it is still Austria.
You would be an American and an outsider--a presumptuous interloper."
She stared at him aghast. "I--oh!--I had not thought of that. It
seems incomprehensible--but I had never thought of myself as Mrs.
Clavering. I have been Graefin Zattiany so long!"
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