He was entirely indifferent to her old love affair with Hohenhauer. It
was those years of political association and mutual interdependence in
Vienna that he feared. He had, when he first met her, appraised her as
a woman to whom power was the breath of life. Ambition--in the grand
manner--incarnate. She had all the appearance and the air of a woman
to whom the wielding of power, however subtly, was an old story. He
recalled that that terrifying suggestion of concealed ruthless forces
behind those charming manners, those feminine wiles, had almost made
him resolve to "avoid her like the plague." And then he had fallen
madly in love with her and forgotten everything but the woman.
He had divined even before these last miraculous days that she had
looked upon love with abhorrence for almost half as many years as he
had lived, an abhorrence rooted in a profound revulsion of body and
mind and spirit. For nearly twenty years that revulsion had endured
and eaten into the very depths of her being. . . . He had a sudden
blaze of enlightenment. She had frequently alluded to that Lodge of
hers in the Dolomites and their sojourn there together, but always in
the terms of romance. . . . She had never given him a glance of
understanding. . . . And she had put off the wedding until the last
possible moment. . . . If she had really been as eager as himself she
would have left her power of attorney with Trent and started for
Austria six weeks ago. Or the papers could have been sent to her to
sign, if her signature were imperative. . . . And in spite of the fact
that everybody had taken the engagement for granted, she had, with
wholly insufficient reasons,--as he saw, now that he was removed from
the influence of her plausible and dominating self,--refused to
announce it. Could it be that in the depths of her mind--unadmitted by
her consciousness--she had never intended to marry him? Was that old
revulsion paramount? . . . Sixteen years! . . . A long time, and
nothing in life is more corroding than habit.
Perhaps--as long as they were down there in New York. But not up here.
That he would be willing to swear. There had been another revolution,
involuntary perhaps, but the stronger for that; and every shackle that
memory and habit can forge had dropped from her. She had been youth
incarnate. The proof was in her joyful consent to marry him
immediately and remain in the mountains . . . and then her complete
surrender of the future into his hands. . . . She had during those
three brief days loved him wholly, and without a shadow in her soul.
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