But now? Whatever had happened, she was not Mary Ogden tonight,
hastening to New York, nor would she be when in her own house on the
morrow. She might hate Hohenhauer, but his mere presence would have
made the past live again. She must have known when she went down that
mountain that even with her strong will and powers of self-delusion,
things could not be quite the same again. Not even if she had returned
with Dinwiddie. Why in heaven's name had she been so mad as to go?
She could have sent Hohenhauer a peremptory refusal to see him and then
gone off on a camping trip that could have lasted until he gave up the
game. She must have been mad--mad.
And he did not believe for a moment that she had gone to Washington.
She had gone home to think--think.
And if he followed Dinwiddie's advice and remained here she might think
too long. And if he followed and insisted upon seeing her, the result
might be more fatal still. He knew nothing of those personalities she
may have concealed from him. For all he knew she might have depths in
her nature as black as the bottomless pit.
And God only knew what the man had said to her. . . . Should he let
her fight it out by herself? What in heaven's name should he do?
Whatever happened, this divine interval, like some exquisitely adjusted
musical instrument, had been hopelessly jarred out of tune. He almost
hoped she would not return. Let it remain a perfect memory. . . .
They could marry in New York and return here, when she was his
wife. . . . If he had not already lost her. . . . What in God's name
was the thing for him to do? He'd go mad if he stayed here, and if he
went he might regret it for the rest of his days. Why could not light
be vouchsafed him?
Gora.
Fortunately he knew her room for he had carried up her luggage. He ran
lightly up the stairs and tapped on her door. A startled sleepy voice
answered. He opened the door and put in his head.
"Come downstairs at once, Gora," he said peremptorily. "I must talk to
you."
She came down in a moment, clad in a scarlet kimono, her hair hanging
in thick braids. With her large round forehead exposed she looked not
unlike a gnome, but curiously young.
"What on earth is the matter, Clavey?" she asked as she pushed her
chair as close to the fire as possible. "It has something to do with
this sudden trip of Mary's, I suppose. Mr. Dinwiddie said she had been
called to New York on important business, and the others accepted the
explanation as a matter of course; but I'll confess I wondered."
Clavering, still too nervous to sit down, jerked out the whole story,
omitting only the old love affair with the man who had exercised so
strong an influence on Mary Zattiany's later life.
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