"Perhaps you think I had Mary's personality transferred and that it
exists side by side with my own here in this accidental shell. There
are great scientists in Vienna."
"Ah!" He looked at her sharply. "Button, button--I feel a sensation
of warmth somewhere."
She laughed again, but her eyes contracted and almost closed. "I fear
you are a very romantic young man as well as a very curious one."
"I deserved that. Well, I am curious. But not so curious
as--interested."
"I hope you are not falling in love with me." Her deep voice had risen
to a higher register and was light and gay.
"I am half in love with you. I don't know what is going to happen----"
"And you want to protect yourself by disenchantment?"
"Perhaps."
"And you think it is my duty . . ."
"Possibly I'd fall in love with you anyway, but I'd like to know where
I stand. I have a constitutional hatred of mystery outside of fiction
and the drama."
"Ah." She gazed into the fire. "Mr. Dinwiddie, no doubt, is making
investigations. If he verified my story, would you still disbelieve?"
"I should know there was something back of it all."
"You must have been a good reporter."
"One of the best."
"I suppose it is that."
"Partly. I don't think that if you were not just what you are I'd care
a hang. Other people's affairs don't excite me. I've outgrown mere
inquisitiveness."
"That is rather beside the point, isn't it? It all comes back to
this--that you are afraid of falling in love with me."
"You don't look as if it would do me any good if I did."
"Why not let it go at that?"
"I think the best thing I can do is to get out altogether."
She rose swiftly and came close to him. "Oh, no! I am not going to
let you go. You are the only person on this continent who interests
me. I shall have your friendship. And you must admit that I have done
nothing----"
"Oh, no, you have done nothing. You've only to be." He wondered that
he felt no desire to touch her. She looked lovely and appealing and
very young. But she radiated power, and that chin could not melt.
He asked abruptly: "How many men have you had in love with you?"
"Oh!" She spread out her hands vaguely. "How can one remember?" And
that look he most disliked, that look of ancient wisdom, disillusioned
and contemptuous, came into her eyes.
"You are too young to have had so very many. And the war took a good
slice out of your life. I don't suppose you were infatuating
smashed-up men or even doctors and surgeons."
"Certainly not. But, when one marries young--and one begins to live
early in Europe."
"How often have you loved, yourself?"
"That question I could answer specifically, but I shall not."
He calculated rapidly. "Four years of war. Assuming that you are
thirty-two, although sometimes you look older and sometimes younger,
and that you married at seventeen, that would leave you--well, eleven
years before the war began. I suppose you didn't fall in love once a
year?"
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