Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 388, February 1848Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 388, February 1848
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
confused at seeing me; I rose and bowed in silence as she passed through
the apartment, but I was taken too much by surprise to have full command
over myself, and doubtless my eyes said something of what my lips would
gladly have spoken, for before Bertha reached the outer door, her cheeks
were suffused with blushes. Again and again these meetings, sweet as
transient, occurred. But I will not lose time or weary you by dwelling
upon such passages. Neither could I well explain, did I attempt it, how
it was that I one day found myself kneeling at Bertha’s feet, pouring
forth my soul in words of passionate love, and reading with ecstasy upon
her sweet countenance a blushing avowal of its return.
“The die thus cast, we abandoned ourselves to the charm of our
attachment, sadly embittered by its hopelessness. Since then, I have had
almost daily occupation at the colonel’s house, and Bertha has found
means to afford me brief but frequent interviews. At these we discussed,
but ever in vain, the possibility of breaking our secret to M. de
Bellechasse. Frank and affable though he is, the colonel’s pride of
birth is great, and we were well assured that the disclosure of our
correspondence would produce a terrific explosion of fury, consign
Bertha to the seclusion of a convent, and draw upon me his hatred and
revenge. This morning Bertha came into the room, upon the usual pretext
of seeking a book from the library, and the painful and perplexing topic
that has long and unceasingly occupied our thoughts, was again resumed.
For the first time, she had heard her father state his intention of
recommending me in the strongest terms for a commission. This let in a
ray of hope upon our despondency; and we resolved that, so soon as the
epaulet was on my shoulder, I should hazard a confession to the colonel.
The prospect of a termination to our cruel state of suspense, and the
possibility, faint though it indeed was, of a result favourable to our
wishes, brought a joyful gleam over Bertha’s lovely features, which have
lately grown pale with anxiety. On my part, I did my utmost to inspire
her with hopes I myself scarce dared to entertain, when, as she stood
beside me, her hand clasped in mine, a smile of affection upon her
countenance, the door suddenly opened, and, before we had time to
separate, Victor de Berg, a lieutenant in my regiment, and a suitor of
Bertha’s, made a step into the room. For an instant he stood like one
thunderstruck, and then, without uttering a word, abruptly turned upon
his heel and went out. The next minute the sound of his step in the
court warned us that he had left the house.
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