Franz appeared. Young, handsome, ambitious, full of hope and
energy—around him the charm which always belongs to novelty, and within
him the inappreciable wealth of genius—how could he fail to produce a
deep impression? The calculation of his rival turned out a mistake: so
far from the public keeping away because they had so recently seen the
pieces performed, they flocked to the house because they wished to
compare the two rivals in the same parts. As in the case of all
well-known plays, the attraction was in the actor, not in the piece.
Berlin never witnessed such a debut. Franz was called sixteen times
before the curtain to receive their boisterous homage. The whole town
was in a state of excitement. Every body talked about him; every body
compared him with Schoenlein—to the general disadvantage of the latter;
and the secret of the relationship soon transpired, which led to endless
discussion. The actors mostly stood by Schoenlein: they do not like new
favourites. But the public, undisguisedly, unequivocally preferred
Franz.
Exasperated by what he called the fickleness of the public, Schoenlein
went to Dresden, there to eclipse the remembrance of his son. He played
to crowded houses. But if at Berlin he overacted, at Dresden he “tore
the passion to tatters.” Instead of crushing Franz’s reputation he
nearly ruined his own. One paper had the malice to recommend him to
retire from the stage.
He did retire; but not till after a fearful struggle with himself, and
many a bitter reflection on the world’s ingratitude, and the
worthlessness of his efforts. He was deeply hurt. He secluded himself
from every one. In the practices of devotion, and in brooding solitude,
he endeavoured to forget the world and its frivolities. He tried to find
occupation in study, and solace in religion. But to the one he did not
bring a studious mind; to the other he did not bring a religious heart.
Lacerated with envy and humiliation, his soul found no comfort in books.
He could not forget the past; he could not shut the world from his
heart. The solemn organ strains, which stirred his soul when in church,
recalled to him the stage; still more so did the inflections of the
preacher’s voice recall it to him; he could not refrain from criticising
the preacher’s declamation.
He ceased to go to church, and tried the efficacy of lonely prayer. In
vain! The stage was for ever present before his mind. He tried to
renounce the world, but the world held possession of his heart. His
renunciation was not prompted by weariness, but by rage: the world
weighed not too heavily and sorely upon his spirit, making him weary,
making him yearn “for the wings of the dove, to flee away and be at
rest;” on the contrary, he was only angry at his unjust appreciation.
His retreat was not misanthropy but sulking. He could not forget his
defeat.
Months passed away in this unavailing struggle.
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