Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 66 No.406, August 1849Various
General
Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 66 No.406, August 1849
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
"MY DEAR SON,--I was not too sanguine as to the effect that your
simple story would produce upon your cousin. Without implying any
contrast to his own conduct, I described that scene in which you
threw yourself upon our sympathy, in the struggle between love and
duty, and asked for our counsel and support; when Roland gave you
his blunt advice to tell all to Trevanion; and when, amidst such
sorrow as the heart in youth seems scarcely large enough to hold,
you caught at truth impulsively, and the truth bore you safe from
the shipwreck. I recounted your silent and manly struggles--your
resolution not to suffer the egotism of passion to unfit you for
the aims and ends of that spiritual probation which we call LIFE.
I showed you as you were, still thoughtful for us, interested in
our interests--smiling on us, that we might not guess that you
wept in secret! Oh, my son--my son! do not think that, in those
times, I did not feel and pray for you! And while he was melted by
my own emotion, I turned from your love to your ambition. I made
him see that you, too, had known the restlessness which belongs to
young ardent natures; that you, too, had your dreams of fortune,
and aspirations for success. But I painted that ambition in its
true colours: it was not the desire of a selfish intellect, to be
in yourself a somebody--a something--raised a step or two in the
social ladder, for the pleasure of looking down on those at the
foot, but the warmer yearning of a generous heart; your ambition
was to repair your father's losses--minister to your father's very
foible, in _his_ idle desire of fame--supply to your uncle what he
had lost in his natural heir--link your success to useful objects,
your interests to those of your kind, your reward to the proud and
grateful smiles of those you loved. That was thine ambition, O
my tender Anachronism! And when, as I closed the sketch, I said,
'Pardon me: you know not what delight a father feels, when, while
sending a son away from him into the world, he can speak and think
thus of him! But this, you see, is not your kind of ambition. Let
us talk of making money, and driving a coach-and-four through this
villanous world,'--your cousin sank into a profound reverie, and
when he woke from it, it was like the waking of the earth after a
night in spring--the bare trees had put forth buds!
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