Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 71, No. 438, April 1852Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 71, No. 438, April 1852
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
"So hauing patiently borne for some nine daies a violent fever, and
giuing a comfortable testimony of her godly resolution, she ended
her prayers, speech, and life together, rendring her soule into the
hand of her Redeemer, and leauing behinde her vnto the world a sweet
perfume of good name, and to her onely childe (besides a competent
inheritance) this Manuell, being a deputed Mother for instruction,
and for solace a twinne-like sister, issuing from the same Parent,
and seeing the light about the same time.
"Which composure because it commeth forth imperfect from the pen,
doth the more expect to be supplied and made vp by practise and
execution.
"_Sic approbauit_
"Tho. Goad."
Let us frankly own that we came to the close of this simple and
touching narration with tears in our eyes; and those tears fell on
reading the first few lines of the death-doomed expectant mother, which
follow. Let who can read them unmoved; we know of nothing in print that
is more melting to a heart of even but ordinary sensibility.
"TO MY TRVLY
louing, and most dearly
loued Husband,
_Tourell Iocelin_.
"Mine owne deare loue, I no sooner conceiued an hope, that I should
bee made a mother by thee, but with it entred the consideration of a
mothers duty, and shortly after followed the apprehension of danger
that might preuent mee from executing that care I so exceedingly
desired, I meane in religious training our Childe. And in truth
death appearing in this shape, was doubly terrible vnto mee. First,
in respect of the painfulnesse of that kinde of death, and next of
the losse my little one should haue in wanting mee.
"But I thank God, these feares were cured with the remembrance that
all things work together for the best to those that loue God, and a
certain assurance that he will give me patience according to my
pain.
"Yet still I thought there was some good office I might do for my
Childe more than onely to bring it forth (tho' it should please God
to take me) when I considered our frailty, our apt inclinations to
sin, the Devil's subtility, and the world's deceitfulness; against
these how much desired I to admonish it! But still it came into my
mind that death might depriue me of time, if I should neglect the
present; I knew not what to do; I thought of writing; but then mine
owne weakness appeared so manifestly, that I was ashamed and durst
not undertake it. But when I could find no other means to expresse
my motherly zeale, I encouraged my selfe with these reasons.
"First, that I wrote to a Childe, and though I were but a woman, yet
to a childes iudgement, what I vnderstood might serue for a
foundation to a better learning.
"Againe, I considered it was to my owne, and in priuate sort, and my
loue to my owne might excuse my errours.
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