Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 71, No. 439, May, 1852Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 71, No. 439, May, 1852
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
trivial; things trifling to us, to it so vast. There was this journal—in
its dates reminding me of stormy events of my own existence, and grand
doings in the world’s. And those dates there, chronicling but the
mysterious unrevealed record of some obscure loving heart! And in that
chronicle, O Sir Poet, there was as much genius, vigour of thought,
vitality of being, poured and wasted, as ever kind friend will say was
lavished on the rude outer world by big John Burley! Genius, genius; are
we all alike, then, save when we leash ourselves to some matter-of-fact
material, and float over the roaring seas on a wooden plank or a herring
tub?” And after he had uttered that cry of a secret anguish, John Burley
had begun to show symptoms of growing fever and disturbed brain; and
when they had got him into bed, he lay there muttering to himself, until
towards midnight he had asked Leonard to bring the light nearer to him.
So now he again was quiet—with his face turned towards the wall; and
Leonard stood by the bedside sorrowfully, and Mrs Goodyer, who did not
heed Burley’s talk, and thought only of his physical state, was dipping
cloths into iced water to apply to his forehead. But as she approached
with these, and addressed him soothingly, Burley raised himself on his
arm, and waived aside the bandages. “I do not need them,” said he, in a
collected voice. “I am better now. I and that pleasant light understand
one another, and I believe all it tells me. Pooh, pooh, I do not rave.”
He looked so smilingly and so kindly into her face, that the poor woman,
who loved him as her own son, fairly burst into tears. He drew her
towards him and kissed her forehead.
“Peace, old fool,” said he fondly. “You shall tell anglers hereafter how
John Burley came to fish for the one-eyed perch which he never caught;
and how, when he gave it up at the last, his baits all gone, and the
line broken amongst the weeds, you comforted the baffled man. There are
many good fellows yet in the world who will like to know that poor
Burley did not die on a dunghill. Kiss me! Come, boy, you too. Now, God
bless you, I should like to sleep.” His cheeks were wet with the tears
of both his listeners, and there was a moisture in his own eyes, which
nevertheless beamed bright through the moisture.
He laid himself down again, and the old woman would have withdrawn the
light. He moved uneasily. “Not that,” he murmured—“light to the last!”
And putting forth his wan hand, he drew aside the curtain so that the
light might fall full on his face. In a few minutes he was asleep,
breathing calmly and regularly as an infant.
The old woman wiped her eyes, and drew Leonard softly into the adjoining
room, in which a bed had been made up for him. He had not left the house
since he had entered it with Dr Morgan. “You are young, sir,” said she
with kindness, “and the young want sleep. Lie down a bit: I will call
you when he wakes.”
“No, I could not sleep,” said Leonard. “I will watch for you.”
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