Audley’s spirits were much affected by this new loss. He inly resolved
never to marry again. He had a vague thought at first of retrenching his
expenditure, and making young Randal Leslie his heir. But when he first
saw the clever Eton boy, his feelings did not warm to him, though his
intellect appreciated Randal’s quick keen talents. He contented himself
with resolving to push the boy;—to do what was merely just to the
distant kinsman of his late wife. Always careless and lavish in money
matters, generous and princely, not from the delight of serving others,
but from a _grand Seigneur’s_ sentiment of what was due to himself and
his station, Audley had a mournful excuse for the lordly waste of the
large fortune at his control. The morbid functions of the heart had
become organic disease. True, he might live many years, and die at last
of some other complaint in the course of nature; but the progress of the
disease would quicken with all emotional excitement; he might die
suddenly—any day—in the very prime, and, seemingly, in the full vigour,
of his life. And the only physician in whom he confided what he wished
to keep concealed from the world, (for ambitious men would fain be
thought immortal,) told him frankly that it was improbable that, with
the wear and tear of political strife and action, he could advance far
into middle age. Therefore, no son of his succeeding—his nearest
relations all wealthy—Egerton resigned himself to his constitutional
disdain of money; he could look into no affairs, provided the balance in
his banker’s hands were such as became the munificent commoner. All else
he left to his steward and to Levy. Levy grew rapidly rich—very, very
rich—and the steward thrived.
The usurer continued to possess a determined hold over the imperious
great man. He knew Audley’s secret; he could reveal that secret to
Harley. And the one soft and tender side of the statesman’s nature—the
sole part of him not dipped in the ninefold Styx of practical prosaic
life, which so renders man invulnerable to affection—was his remorseful
love for the school friend whom he still deceived.
Here then you have the key to the locked chambers of Audley Egerton’s
character, the fortified castle of his mind. The envied minister—the
joyless man—the oracle on the economics of an empire—the prodigal in a
usurer’s hands—the august, high-crested gentleman, to whom princes would
refer for the casuistry of honour—the culprit trembling lest the friend
he best loved on earth should detect his lie! Wrap thyself in the decent
veil that the Arts or the Graces weave for thee, O Human Nature! It is
only the statue of marble whose nakedness the eye can behold without
shame and offence!
CHAPTER XIX.
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