Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 75, No. 462, April 1854Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 75, No. 462, April 1854
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“What does this mean? it is mere trifling, Menie,” said Randall
impatiently. “You hear a gossip’s story of something I said; true or
false, it did not affect you—it had no bearing on you; you know very
well that nothing has happened to make you less precious to me—that
nothing can happen which will ever change my heart. Menie, this is the
second time; is this the conduct I have a right to expect from you? Deal
with me frankly; I have a title to it. What do you mean?”
“My darling, he will make it up,” said Miss Annie, with a little
overflow of tears.
But Menie was very steady—so strange, so strange—she grew into a
startling acquaintance with herself in these few hours. Who could have
thought there were so many passionate impulses in Menie Laurie’s quiet
heart?
“We will not discuss it, Randall,” she said again; “let us simply
conclude that it is best for both of us to withdraw. Perhaps you will be
better content if I speak more strongly,” she continued, with a little
trembling vehemence, born of her weakness, “if I say it is
impossible—impossible—you understand the word—to restore the state of
mind, the hope, the trust, and confidence that are past. No—let us have
no explanation—I cannot bear it, Randall. Do we not understand each
other already? Nothing but parting is possible for us—for me. I think I
am saying what I mean to say—good-by.”
“Look at me, Menie.”
It is hard to do it—hard to lift up those eyes, so full of tears—hard to
see his lips quiver—hard to see the love in his face; but Menie’s eyes
fall when they have endured this momentary ordeal; and again she holds
out her hand and says, “Good-by.”
“Good-by—I answer you,” said Randall, wringing her hand, and throwing it
out of his grasp. “Good-by—you are disloyal, Menie, disloyal to Nature
and to me; some time you will remember this; now I bid you farewell.”
Something crossed her like an angry breath—something rang in her ears,
confused and echoing like the first drops of a thunder-shower; and Menie
can see nothing in all the world but Miss Annie weeping upon her hand,
and, like a culprit, steals away—steals away, not knowing where she
goes—desolate, guilty, forsaken, feeling as if she had done some
grievous wrong, and was for ever shut out from peace or comfort in this
weary world.
Yes—there is no one to see you. Lie down upon the ground, Menie
Laurie—down, down, where you can be no lower, and cover your eyes from
the cheerful light. How they pour upon you, these dreadful doubts and
suspicions of yourself!—wisely—wisely—what should make it wise, this
thing you have done? You yourself have little wisdom, and you took no
counsel. If it was not wise, what then?—it is done, and there is nothing
for it now but to be content.
CHAPTER XXVII.
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