Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 75, No. 462, April 1854Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 75, No. 462, April 1854
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“It must not be—I cannot permit it,” said Mrs Laurie. “Menie, is this
all that your mother deserves at your hands? to take such a step as this
without even telling me—without giving me an opportunity of
remonstrance? Menie! Menie!”
And with hasty steps Mrs Laurie paces backward and forward the narrow
room. Beside the window, very pale, Menie stands with a half-averted
face, saying nothing—very pale—and there is a sullen suffering in Menie
Laurie’s darkened face.
“I cannot have it—I will not permit it”—Mrs Laurie is much excited. “My
own honour is compromised; it will be said it is I who have separated
you. Menie! it is strange that you should show so little regard either
to Randall or to me. I must do something—I must make an effort—I cannot
have this.”
“Mother, hear me,” exclaimed Menie. “No one shall do anything; I will
not bear it either. In everything else you shall make of me what you
will—here I am not to be swayed; I must decide this for myself—and I
have decided it, mother.”
With astonished eyes Mrs Laurie looked upon her daughter’s face. Flushed
with passion, full of a fierce unrespecting will—was this Menie Laurie?
but her mother turned aside from her. “I am sorry, Menie—I am very
sorry—to see you show such a spirit; another time I will speak of it
again.”
Another time!—Menie Laurie laughed a low laugh when her mother left the
room. Something like a scowl had come to Menie’s brow; a dark abiding
cloud was on her face; and in her heart such bitterness and universal
disappointment as killed every gentle feeling in her soul: disloyal to
the one love, disrespectful and disobedient to the other—bitterly
Menie’s heart turned upon itself—she had pleased no one; her life was
nothing but a great blot before her. She was conscious of a host of evil
feelings—evil spirits waging war with one another in her vexed and
troubled mind. Sullenly she sat down once more upon the ground, not to
seek if there was any comfort in the heavens above or the earth beneath,
but to brood upon her grief, and make it darker, till the clouds closed
over her, and swallowed her up, and not a star remained.
There is a certain obstinate gloomy satisfaction in despair. To decide
that everything is hopeless—that nothing can be done for you—that you
have reached to the pre-eminence of woe—no wonder Menie’s face was dark
and sullen—she had come to this point now.
Like a thunder-storm this intelligence came upon little July Home—she
could not comprehend it, and no one took the trouble to explain to her.
Lithgow, knowing but the fact, was surprised and grieved, and prophesied
their reunion; but no hope was in Menie’s sullen gravity—none in the
haughty resentment of Randall Home.
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