produce in it nothing worth the hiding, nor to receive, either, anything
of that serious kind; while the course of time, that had begun to turn
the fair features of Mrs Willoughby rather large, giving her form a
somewhat more than matronly fulness, had so increased this peculiarity
in her disposition as to make strangers think her insipid. Older friends
thought very far otherwise, and it was, in some way, chiefly old friends
Mrs Willoughby had had at all; but neither they, the oldest of them, nor
even her children, perhaps, could so much as imagine the truth of heart,
the perfect trust, the intimate, unhesitating appreciation, which, since
they were first gained by him, her husband had been ever knowing better.
Indolently placid as she might seem even to ordinary troubles, tumults,
and embarrassments, as if the world’s care entered no imagination of
hers—quietly busied, with attention fixed on household matters, knitting
or sewing in her endless, noiseless manner—yet if his eye had shown
anxiety, if he had ceased to read, if he paced the room, or had been
very silent, a kind of divination there was, that, without any watching
or any questioning, would have roused her up—the work suspended on her
lap, her cheek losing the old dimple-mark which maturity had deepened
there, and her glance widened with concern; till, if he had still not
spoken, Lady Willoughby would have risen up gradually, looking round as
if startled from a sort of mild dream, and have moved towards him,
beginning of her own accord—which was a rare thing—to speak. Not
necessarily, indeed, though they had been alone in the room, to invite
confidence by any inquiry; but rather in the way of performing some
slight office that might have been neglected, or with endeavours at such
interesting news and small-talk as, to speak truth, she scarcely shone
in, unsupported—nor any the better for the confused sense she evidently
had at these times of having been by some means in fault, and having
failed to be a very lively companion. She was of a plain country
squire’s family, in fact; and in her day, if sent at all to
boarding-schools, they had not lingered long over music, still less at
flower-painting or the sciences; while with successive sisters waiting
at home for their turn, as she had had, it was but to finish off baking
and mending, with dancing and embroidery, then to come back, and bake
and mend again. So when the dancing ended with marriage, the embroidery
at the first birth, it might have been thought the officer had gained no
very valuable society, sometimes in barrack-lodgings, sometimes abroad,
sometimes for distant communication by letter; she might, at least, have
been expected to form no great ornament in London circles, or among
country people at Stoke Manor-house. Still there had been nothing in all
their previous intercourse so precious to him as his wife’s letters,
when almost for the first time, in her own natural way, she had to
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