attempt expressing fond thoughts, soothing motives, and yet confessions
of impatience—mixed up with accounts of children’s complaints, their
faults, and their schooling—country gossip, and fashionable arrivals,
with some stray suggestions and admissions, never before confided to
him, of a pious kind: and when long afterwards came the events at Stoke,
instead of any undue flutter or sense of importance being caused in her,
she had fallen in as naturally to title or prospects, as she had sat
before that at the head of their dinner-table in Golden Square. It was
no doll’s disposition, as had been at the time hinted round some
ill-natured card-tables in that region; if one thing more than another
troubled Sir Godfrey in their present plans, it was that he believed
devoutly in his wife’s aptitude for a high station, where expectations
would be formed and occasions raised; his feeling was—and the partiality
was excusable—that her chief value lay obscured in ordinary
circumstances. Whereas at the new abode in Paris, with ample scope and
convenience, all the earlier habits of domestic superintendence seemed
returning, the making, baking, mending—almost even to washing; in
reference to which alone Lady Willoughby seemed really active, and the
more so that everything might go on as in England, had the mere economy
of the thing not been a vital point. Her pleased air would alone have
hindered him from reasoning it with her, had Sir Godfrey so much as
dreamt, in the latter respect, how their case really stood: and when,
indeed, there did lie any care on his mind, which he might be unwilling
she should share, yet so gently did the conversation win it from him,
and so quietly did something like the old manner woo him to bear no
burden alone, that, ere he knew, it was no longer his, but they were
talking of it plainly. What tranquil reassurance _then_, and grave,
prompt advertence to the point—and pure sympathy, and that repose of
soul from which a woman’s instinct can express so much by a tone, a
look, silence itself! Sir Godfrey had sometimes been ashamed to find how
much more he could be disturbed by trifles, or how cautiously he had
been underrating his wife’s affection. So that she knew as well as he
did, and almost as soon, how affairs stood at Stoke, with the tenor of
his brother’s intended will, and any the slightest incident which could
concern them. He had even casually mentioned, as among the more trivial,
Sir John’s wishes for the benefit of the person entitled Suzanne Deroux,
for Lady Willoughby had long known, of course, what of Sir John’s early
history his brother knew. The matter had well-nigh escaped his memory,
he said; till on happening to want a banker in Paris, it struck him that
the house formerly employed by his brother, in the payment of the
annuity referred to, might suit himself. To these gentlemen,
accordingly, he had sent a memorandum of the address left by Sir John,
with a request that they would have the money paid to her.
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