“Because, three years ago, Lady Gertrude was very anxious that he should
claim the old barony of Ravenscroft, which has been in abeyance for
centuries, but to which the heralds and lawyers assured him there could
be no doubt of his proving his right. Lady Gertrude was so intent upon
this that at one time I thought she would have prevailed. He looked into
the case, invited the lawyers here, satisfied himself that the proof was
clear, and then suddenly forbade all steps to be taken. Lady Gertrude
told me that he said to her, ‘For my family this honour is nought, since
the title, if revived, would again die with me; but for myself it is a
temptation to change, to destroy the mode of life in which I am
happiest, and in which, on the whole, I believe I am morally the least
imperfect. If I once took my seat in the Lords, a responsible
legislator, how do I know that I should not want to speak, to act, to
vie with others, and become ambitious if successful—and fretful if
not?’”
“So he declined. Well, after all, a life most in harmony with a man’s
character is that in which he is probably not only the happiest, but the
best man. Ambition is but noble in proportion as it makes men useful.
But, from your own account, Tracey’s private life is useful already,
though its uses are not obtrusive. And for public life, three parts of
the accomplishments, and perhaps of the virtues, which make his private
life beautiful, would not be needed.”
I uttered these defensive suggestions on behalf of my host somewhat in
rebuke of the young relation whose criticisms had called them forth,
though in my own mind I felt a sort of melancholy regret that Percival’s
choice of life should be in walks so cool and sequestered, and the tenor
of his way so noiseless: And did not his own fear to be tempted into
more active exertions of intellect, if once brought under the influence
of emulative competition, indicate that he himself also felt a regret,
on looking back to the past, that he had acquired habits of mind to
which the thought of distinction had become a sensation of pain?
When our party assembled at breakfast, Tracey said to me, “I had no idea
you were so early a riser, or I would have given up my ride to share
your rambles.”
“Are you too, then, an early riser?”
“Yes, especially in summer. I have ridden twelve miles with Bourke to
show him the remains of an old Roman tower which he has promised to
preserve a few ages longer—in a picture.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account