And perhaps this sort of talk, which leads to no conclusions clear
enough for the uses of wisdom, is the more alluring to me, because it is
very seldom to be indulged. I carefully separate from the business of
life all which belong to the visionary realm of speculative conjecture.
From the world of action I hold it imperatively safe to banish the ideas
which exhibit the cloud-land of metaphysical doubts and mystical
beliefs. In the actual world let me see by the same broad sun that gives
light to all men; it is only in the world of reverie that I amuse myself
with the sport of the dark lantern, letting its ray shoot before me into
the gloom, and caring not if, in its illusive light, the thorn-tree in
my path take the aspect of a ghost. I shall notice the thorn-tree all
the better, distinguish more clearly its shape, when I pass by it the
next day under the sun, for the impression it made on my fancy seen
first by the gleam of the dark lantern. Now, Tracey is one of the very
few highly-educated men it has been my lot to know, with whom one can
safely mount in rudderless balloons, drifting wind-tossed after those
ideas which are the phantoms of Reverie, and wander, ghost-like, out of
castles in the air. And my mind found a playfellow in his, where, in
other men’s minds, as richly cultured, it found only companions or
competitors in task-work.
Towards dawn, I fell asleep, and dreamt that I was a child once more,
gathering bluebells and chasing dragonflies amidst murmuring
water-reeds. The next day I came down late; all had done breakfast. The
Painter was already gone; the Librarian had retired into his den. Henry
Thornhill was walking by himself to and fro, in front of the window,
with folded arms and downcast brow. Percival was seated apart, writing
letters. Clara was at work, stealing every now and then a mournful
glance towards Henry. Lady Gertrude, punctiliously keeping her place by
the tea-urn, filled my cup, and pointed to a heap of letters formidably
ranged before my plate. I glanced anxiously and rapidly over these
unwelcomed epistles. Thank heaven, nothing to take me back to London! My
political correspondent informed me, by a hasty line, that the dreaded
motion which stood first on the parliamentary paper for that day would
in all probability be postponed, agreeably to the request of the
Government. The mover of it had not, however, given a positive answer;
no doubt he would do so in the course of the night (last night); and
there was little doubt that, as a professed supporter of the Government,
he would yield to the request that had been made to him.
So, after I had finished my abstemious breakfast, I took Percival aside
and told him that I considered myself free to prolong my stay, and asked
him, in a whisper, if he had yet received the official letter he
expected, announcing young Thornhill’s exchange and promotion.
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