“Oh, you stupid, stupid children!” cried the poor little heroine, “don’t
you know mamma, though she is so pretty, is not a young lady like other
people that are going to be married; don’t you know people talk about
it, and laugh at her, and say she is foolish? I have heard them do it!”
cried Loo. “I heard them in Summerhayes to-day talking and scolding
about our mamma. She knows best what to do—better than all of them. She
will never be unkind to us, or stop loving us. Oh, only think if she
knew that people said such things—it would kill her! I heard them, and I
thought I should have died. And now, children,” said Loo, solemnly,
“what we’ve got to do is to go down to mamma, not jumping or making a
noise like great babies, but quiet and serious; and to tell her that she
is to do what she thinks best, and never mind what people say; and that
we—we,” sobbed the little girl, vainly trying to preserve her composure,
as she brought out word after word with a gush of tears—“we’ll stand by
her and trust in her, and never believe anything. That is what we must
go and say.”
After she had finished her speech Loo fell into a little passion of
crying, in which she partly lost the slight murmurs and remonstrances of
her calmer and wondering audience; but passion as usual carried the day.
When Mrs Clifford’s bell rang the children went down-stairs, looking
rather scared, in a kind of procession, Loo coming last with Alf, who
had to be held tightly by the hand lest he should break out into
gambols, and destroy all the solemnity of the proceeding. Mrs Clifford
was sitting by the fire when they went in, in an attitude of thought.
The candles were not lighted, and it was very easy to suppose that mamma
herself looked sad, and was quite in a state of mind to be thus
addressed. Harry and Mary, rather ashamed of themselves, were already
carrying on a quiet scuffle at the door when Loo came up to them. “You
go first, Harry”—“No, you,” they were saying to each other. “Oh, you
stupid, stupid children, you have no feeling!” cried Loo, bitterly, as
she swept past them. Mrs Clifford looked up with a smile, and held out
her hand, which she expected to be grasped immediately by a crowd of
little fingers, but the mother’s looks were dreamy to-night, and some
one else was before her children in her thoughts. She was startled when
she felt Loo’s little cold hand put into hers, and woke up and pushed
her chair back from the fire to look at the little things who stood
huddled together before her. “What is the matter?” said Mrs Clifford.
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