“Hush! Loo, don’t say any more,” said Mrs Clifford; then with a little
effort the mother put her arm round the child and drew her close. “I
understand what you mean—but you must not say any more,” she said; then
she stooped down her hot cheek upon that wet one of poor Loo’s. “We
shall all be very happy, I hope,” said Mrs Clifford in the dark, in her
little daughter’s ear. “I am doing it—for—for all your sakes, dear. He
will stand by you and me, and all of us, Loo. I hope we shall be—very
happy—happier even than we are now,” said Mrs Clifford, with a faint
little tremble in her voice and quiver at her heart. When she had kissed
Loo, and the child had gone away to compose herself, poor Mary, the
mother, sat for a long time looking into the fire with a terrible
misgiving upon her—“happier even than we are now.” Ah! just then she had
been so happy—all well in the prosperous, plentiful house; not an ache
or a trouble that she knew of among all her children; not a single look
of love dimmed to her yet by her resolution; and the new love, sweet as
any girl’s dream, restoring to her firmament all the transitory
delicious lights of youth. Somehow that prospect darkened under a
strange cloud of alarm and shame when the mother felt her cheeks flush
at the look of her woman-child. “I am doing it for—all their sakes,” she
tried to say to herself; but her innocence grew like guilt as she felt
in her heart that this pretence was not true.
CHAPTER IV.—HER OWN THOUGHTS.
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