“And that is no small consideration,” said Gray. “If I had gazed on my
sheep-walks with the divine æsthetic eye, and without one forethought of
the profit they might bring me, I should not already have converted 200
out of the 1000 acres I possess into land that would let at 30s. per
acre, where formerly it let at 5s. But, with all submission to the great
German philosopher, I don’t think I love Nature the less because of the
benefits with which she repays the pains I have taken to conciliate her
favour. If, thanks to her, I can give a better education to my boys, and
secure a modest provision for my girl, is it the property of gratitude
to destroy or to increase affection? But you see, sir, there is this
difference between Sir Percival and myself:—He has had no motive in
improving Nature for her positive uses, and therefore he has been
contented with giving her a prettier robe. He loves her as a _grand
seigneur_ loves his mistress. I love her as a man loves the helpmate who
assists his toils. According as in rural life my mind could find not
repose, but occupation—according as that occupation was compatible with
such prudent regard to fortune as a man owes to the children he brings
into the world—my choice of life would be a right or a wrong one. In
short, I find in the cultivation of Nature my business as well as my
pleasure. I have a motive for the business which does not diminish my
taste for the pleasure.”
Tracey and I exchanged looks. So, then, here was a motive for activity.
But why was the motive towards activity in pursuits requiring so little
of the intellect for which Gray had been characterised, and so little of
the knowledge which his youth had acquired, so much stronger than the
motive towards a career which proffered an incalculably larger scope for
his powers? Here, there was no want of energy—here, there had been no
philosophical disdain of ambition—here, no great wealth leaving no
stimulant to desires—no niggard poverty paralysing the sinews of hope.
The choice of retirement had been made in the full vigour of a life
trained from boyhood to the exercises that discipline the wrestlers for
renown.
While I was thus musing, Gray led the way towards the farmyard, and on
reaching it said to me,—
“Since you do farm, if only by deputy, I must show you the sheep with
which I hope to win the first prize at our agricultural show in
September.”
“So you still care for prizes?” said I: “the love of fame is not dead
within your breast.”
“Certainly not; ‘Pride attends us still.’ I am very proud of the prizes
I have already won; last year for my wurzel—the year before, for the cow
I bred on my own pastures.”
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