Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 64, No. 398, December 1848Various
History
Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 64, No. 398, December 1848
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
Vivian's first care, on finding himself rich enough, had been bestowed
on his person; and those two faculties of observation and imitation
which minds so ready always eminently possess, had enabled him to
achieve that graceful neatness of costume peculiar to the English
gentleman. For the first few days of his metamorphosis, traces indeed
of a constitutional love of show, or vulgar companionship, were
noticeable; but one by one they disappeared. First went a gaudy
neckcloth, with collars turned down; then a pair of spurs vanished;
and lastly, a diabolical instrument that he called a cane--but which,
by means of a running bullet, could serve as a bludgeon at one end,
and concealed a dagger in the other--subsided into the ordinary
walking-stick adapted to our peaceable metropolis. A similar change,
though in a less degree, gradually took place in his manner and
conversation. He grew less abrupt in the one, and more calm, perhaps
more cheerful, in the other. It was evident that he was not insensible
to the elevated pleasure of providing for himself by praiseworthy
exertion--of feeling for the first time that his intellect was of use
to him, _creditably_. A new world, though still dim--seen through mist
and fog, began to dawn upon him.
Such is the vanity of us poor mortals, that my interest in Vivian was
probably increased, and my aversion to much in him materially
softened, by observing that I had gained a sort of ascendency over his
savage nature. When we had first met by the roadside, and afterwards
conversed in the churchyard, the ascendency was certainly not on my
side. But I now came from a larger sphere of society than that in
which he had yet moved. I had seen and listened to the first men in
England. What had then dazzled me only, now moved my pity. On the
other hand, his active mind could not but observe the change in me;
and, whether from envy or a better feeling, he was willing to learn
from me how to eclipse me, and resume his earlier superiority--not to
be superior chafed him. Thus he listened to me with docility when I
pointed out the books which connected themselves with the various
subjects incidental to the miscellaneous matters on which he was
employed. Though he had less of the literary turn of mind than any one
equally clever I have ever met, and had read little, considering the
quantity of thought he had acquired, and the show he made of the few
works (chiefly plays) with which he had voluntarily made himself
familiar, he yet resolutely sate himself down to study; and though it
was clearly against the grain, I augured the more favourably from
tokens of a determination to do what was at the present irksome for a
purpose in the future. Yet, whether I should have approved the
purpose--had I thoroughly understood it--is another question! There
were abysses, both in his past life and in his character, which I
could not penetrate. There was in him both a reckless frankness and a
vigilant reserve.
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