Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 66, No. 410, December 1849Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 66, No. 410, December 1849
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
Meantime, whatever may be thought of a sudden death as a mere variety
in the modes of dying, where death in some shape is inevitable--a
question which, equally in the Roman and the Christian sense,
will be variously answered according to each man's variety of
temperament--certainly, upon one aspect of sudden death there can be
no opening for doubt, that of all agonies incident to man it is the
most frightful, that of all martyrdoms it is the most freezing to human
sensibilities--namely, where it surprises a man under circumstances
which offer (or which seem to offer) some hurried and inappreciable
chance of evading it. Any effort, by which such an evasion can be
accomplished, must be as sudden as the danger which it affronts.
Even _that_, even the sickening necessity for hurrying in extremity
where all hurry seems destined to be vain, self-baffled, and where
the dreadful knell of _too late_ is already sounding in the ears by
anticipation--even that anguish is liable to a hideous exasperation
in one particular case, namely, where the agonising appeal is made
not exclusively to the instinct of self-preservation, but to the
conscience, on behalf of another life besides your own, accidentally
cast upon _your_ protection. To fail, to collapse in a service merely
your own, might seem comparatively venial; though, in fact, it is far
from venial. But to fail in a case where Providence has suddenly thrown
into your hands the final interests of another--of a fellow-creature
shuddering between the gates of life and death; this, to a man of
apprehensive conscience, would mingle the misery of an atrocious
criminality with the misery of a bloody calamity. The man is called
upon, too probably, to die; but to die at the very moment when, by any
momentary collapse, he is self-denounced as a murderer. He had but
the twinkling of an eye for his effort, and that effort might, at the
best, have been unavailing; but from this shadow of a chance, small or
great, how if he has recoiled by a treasonable _lâcheté_? The effort
_might_ have been without hope; but to have risen to the level of that
effort--would have rescued him, though not from dying, yet from dying
as a traitor to his duties.
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