“He carefully continued his book of devotion, his rules and
purposes of life. He never awoke without reviewing the past day;
and where he had been assaulted by the force of any passion,
_there_ he placed a double bulwark, and with quiet satisfaction
celebrated the victory gained. His quick and warm fancy led him
often to outbreaking anger, and his ready wit to satire that was
sometimes wounding, especially when his good-nature was misused;
but the gentlest call led him back to tenderness--the accidental
sight of a boy’s face with tears in his eyes was sufficient to
disarm him; he thought of his future life, of the sorrows that
would draw from him still bitterer tears, and he said, ‘_I_ will
not pour into the cup of humanity a single drop of gall;’ and he
kept his word. Where he was obliged to assert his rights, he did
it so calmly and gently, that the holy treasures of his
life--love and truth--remained for ever undisturbed.
“Every thing living touched his heart--from the humblest flower
that opened its leaves in the grass, up to the shining worlds on
high; children and old men, the beggar and the rich, he would
have embraced them all in the sacred glow of his emotions, or
given all he possessed to make them happy. No one went from him
unconsoled; and when he could give nothing but good counsel, he
gave that. Were it only a poor mountaineer or a travelling
apprentice to whom he could impart the smallest present, he
would dwell the whole day with delight on the circumstance.
Often he would say to himself, ‘Now he will draw the dollar from
his pocket, and reckon which of his long-cherished wishes he can
first satisfy. How often will he think of this day, and of the
unexpected gift, and perhaps _once_ more than usual upon the
Giver of _all_ good.’ Love was the ever-living principle of his
character and of his writings, and before the thought of the
Infinite, all differences in rank vanished away; all were
equally great, or equally little.
“He gained nourishment for this principle from every
circumstance in life. Where others would have been untouched and
cold, there he heard whispered to his spirit the voice of
humanity. Let him speak for himself. He says in his journal:-
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