“‘I picked up in the choir a faded rose-leaf, that lay under the
feet of the boys. Great God! what had I in my hand but a small
leaf, with a little dust upon it; and upon this small fugitive
thing my fancy built a whole paradise of joy--a whole summer
dwelt upon this leaf. I thought of the beautiful day when the
boy held this flower in his hand, and when through the church
window he saw the blue heaven and the clouds wandering over it;
when every place in the cool vault was full of sunlight, and
reminded him of the shadows on the grass from the over-flying
clouds. Good God! thou scatterest satisfaction every where, and
givest to every one joys to impart again. Not merely dost thou
invite us to great and exciting pleasures, but thou givest to
the smallest a lingering perfume.’
“Above all things, his eye hung upon Nature. He lived and wrote
whole days in the open air, on the mountain, or in the woods;
and in the midst of winter he sought from the window the evening
rose-colour, his beloved stars, and that magic enchanter, the
moon. Every walk in the open air was to him the entrance into a
church. He said in his journal--‘Dost thou enter pure into this
vast, guiltless temple? Dost thou bring no poisonous passion
into this place, where flowers bloom and birds sing? Dost thou
bear no hatred where Nature loves! Art thou calm as the stream
where Nature reflects herself as in a mirror? Ah, would that my
heart were as true and as unruffled as Nature when she came from
the hands of her great Creator!’ Every new excursion in this
great temple gave him new strength, and he returned laden with
spiritual treasures. He loved to make short journeys on foot;
where the motion of the body kept the mind in a state of
activity, and the insignificant gained value by its
unexpectedness. A sunny day made him happy, and the perfumes of
a spring morning, or dewy evening, seemed almost to intoxicate
him with their incense; but the hours of night were those of
his highest elevation, when he would lie long hours on the dewy
grass, looking into the opening clouds. He says in his
journal--‘I take my ink-flask in the morning, and write as I
walk in the fragrant air. Then comes my joy, that I have
conquered two of my faults--my disposition to be angry in
conversation, and to lose my cheerfulness through a long day of
dust and musquitoes. Nothing makes one so indifferent to the pin
and musquito thrusts of life, as the consciousness of growing
better.’”
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