Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
Respectability turns its back upon him--naturally, for
he is its enemy. Even benevolence shrinks from him, for the spirit of
cunning and ingratitude lurks in his every motion. I paint him as I
knew him, in the plainest of colours. He had one redeeming trait in
his character; he loved Blade-o'-Grass, after his fashion, with as
much sincerity as good men love good women. His love for her had come
to him naturally, as other worse qualities in his nature had come. By
Blade-o'-Grass he was loved, as she had truly said, but with that
deeper love of which only a woman's nature is capable. Hers was
capable of the highest form of gratitude, of the highest form of love.
She was faithful to Tom Beadle, and she loved her child with as
perfect, ay, and as pure a love as can animate the breast of the most
delicate lady in the land. Overshadowing these bright streaks of light
was a darker line. When she was a mere babe, afterwards when she was a
child, afterwards when she was a woman, she frequently suffered the
pangs of hunger; she often knew what it was to want a crust of bread.
From these sufferings came the singular and mournful idea that she had
within her a ravenous creature which she called a tiger, and which,
when she was hungry, tore at her entrails for food. This tiger had
been the terror of her life, and it was with her an agonising belief
that she had endowed her child with the tiger curse: I can find no
other term of expression. From this belief nothing could drive her.
Talk to her of its folly, of its impossibility, and you talked to
stone. Her one unfailing answer was, 'Ah, I know; you can't. I feel
it, and my baby feels it also.' I learnt the story of this tiger from
her own lips. I found her waiting for me one morning at the corner of
the street in which I lived. It was while Tom Beadle was undergoing
his term of imprisonment. I stopped and spoke to her, and she asked
might she say something to me. Yes, I answered, I could spare her a
few minutes; and I led the way to my rooms.
'It was Mr. Wirtue as told me to come to you, sir,' she said; 'he
ain't so 'ard on me as he was.'
'I am glad you are friends again,' I said. 'Will you have some
bread-and-butter?'
'Yes, if you please, sir.'
I cut some bread-and-butter for her and her child, and I dissolved
some preserved milk in warm water for her. She watched with keen
interest the process of making this milk, and when she tasted it said,
with a touch of humour of which she was quite unconscious:
'They won't want no more mothers by and by, sir, what with sich milk
as this, and feedin'-bottles, and p'ramberlaters!'
While she was eating and giving her child to eat, she reverted to
Jimmy Virtue.
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