Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
'You see, sir, he was mad with me 'cause I wouldn't give up Tom; but I
couldn't do that, sir, arter all we've gone through. We growed up
together, sir. If you knowed all Tom's done for me, you'd wonder 'ow
anybody could 'ave the 'eart to arks me to give 'im up. Tom 'as stuck
to me through thick and thin, and I'll stick to 'im as long as ever I
live! I've 'eerd talk of sich things as 'eart-strings. Well, sir, my
'eartstrings 'd break if I was to lose 'im. Leave Tom! Give 'im up
_now!_ No, sir; it wouldn't be natural, and what ain't natural can't
be good.'
Blade-o'-Grass cut straight into the core of many difficulties with
her unconsciously-uttered truisms. When she and her child had eaten
all I had set before them, she opened the business she had come upon.
Then it was that I heard the history of the tiger.
'It's inside o' me, sir; I was born with it. When I was little, there
was a talk o' cuttin' me open, and takin' the tiger out; but they
didn't do it, sir. Per'aps it'd been better for me if they 'ad.'
I attempted to reason her out of her fancy; but I soon saw how useless
were my arguments. She shook her head with sad determination, and
smiled piteously.
'It don't stand to reason as you can understand it, sir. _You_ ain't
got a tiger in _your_ inside! I 'ave, and it goes a-tearin' up and
down inside o' me, eatin' me up, sir, till I'm fit to drop down dead.
It was beginnin' this mornin', sir, afore I seed you.'
'Did you have any breakfast, my poor girl?'
'Not much, sir; a slice o' bread and some water 'tween me and baby.
You see, sir, Tom's not 'ere, and I've 'ad some bad days lately.'
'You don't feel the tiger now?'
'No, sir; it's gone to sleep.'
I sighed.
'I wish,' she continued, 'I could take somethin' as 'd kill it! I
tried to ketch it once--yes, sir, I did; but it was no go. I 'adn't
'ad nothink to eat for a long time, and it was goin' on awful. Then,
when I got some grub, I thought if I put it down on the table, and set
it afore me with my mouth open, per'aps the tiger 'd see it, and come
up and fetch it. I was almost frightened out o' my life as I waited
for it; for I've never seed it, sir, and I don't know what it's like.
But it wouldn't come; it knows its book, the tiger does! I waited till
I was that faint that I could 'ardly move, and I was forced to send
the grub down to it. I never tried that move agin, sir.'
I told her I was sorry to hear that she had been unfortunate lately.
She nodded her head with an air of weary resignation.
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