Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
She looked up to the dreary sky with a face as white as the falling
snow. Never in my life had I witnessed such passion, such utter
prostration of soul, and my heart bled for her--and bled the more as I
observed her scanty clothing and the miserable coverings she wore on
her feet. And then there came to me again the fancies I had raised
concerning Blade-o'-Grass but a couple of hours ago in Ruth's cheerful
room. The reality was before me, in all its naked truth. What a
reality! Stone-deaf, blind, dumb, and utterly senseless to stern
preaching and mild exhortation; to the torrent of words which
comfortably-good creatures listen to from lip-philanthropists who, by
some strange mental jugglery, really believe that they are doing good;
to the raising of voices calling upon the fallen to turn and repent;
to statistics which prove so much and do so little. Only to be
affected, only to be sensibly touched, only to be altered for the
better by the angelic wand of practical benevolence, which sees,
pities, and at once wisely relieves. I knew and recognised that it was
from no fault of hers that this poor girl had fallen so low. _Had_
fallen! no; she was born fallen, and had been kept so. There was no
road open for her to traverse which would lead to pleasanter paths.
Gardens and fair places she had seen, doubtless, and her soul must
have yearned to them with sickening desire, but they were on far-off
hills, and the gates that led to them were shut for such as she. As
she lay before me now, looking upward to the sky, no fair places shone
for her. Every principle of goodness, the exercise of which brings us
present peace and future bliss, seemed to point at her in bitter
mockery. The reward that waits on worthy endeavour--how could she hope
to win it? The blessing that attends on a pure life--how could she
hope to gain it? Despair and desolation surrounded and encompassed
her. What words I used to comfort her, I do not remember; but I know
that two quarters of the hour had chimed from the solemn bells--doubly
solemn in my ears at this momentous time, and in hers also, for when
they struck we both paused to listen--before she grew calmer and could
speak with coherence; and then only was I able to draw from her lips
an explanation of her terrible distress.
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