Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
Her child was perilously ill. She had spent the money I gave her for
the doctor, as I had directed. She thought her dear was a little
better after the first visit, but the doctor had told her yesterday
the child must have nourishing food, or he could give no hopes for it.
What kind of nourishing food? she had asked. A little port wine,
arrowroot, and jelly, was the answer. She repeated these last words
bitterly. 'Threepence-ha'penny was all that we 'ad in the place, and
there warn't a blessed thing in the room that we could ha' raised
fourpence upon. What was I to do? I went on so about it to Tom that he
said last night, "Keep up your pluck, old gal; I'll go and make a
rise."' Nerved to daring deeds, as I understood, and determined to get
money somehow, Tom Beadle left Blade-o'-Grass with a kiss; 'and I've
never set eyes on 'im since!' There was but one inference--the usual
one--to be drawn from his absence; he had been taken up again by the
police. In the mean time the condition of the child was growing more
perilous every hour. 'She never complained once, sir; if she'd ha'
cried it'd ha' been a relief to me I think, but she never opened 'er
lips, the pretty dear; and there she's been a-layin' all the day, with
'er eyes wide open, _lookin' at somethin' as I couldn't see!_ When it
got dark, sir, I 'adn't a farthin' in my pocket, and there wasn't a
bit o' bread nor a drop o' milk in the cupboard. And all the while I
kep' on thinkin' that my dear was a dyin', and that if I could get 'er
a little jelly or a cup of arrerroot, she would git better. It drove
me a'most mad, sir, but I tried to keep up my 'eart by thinkin' that
Tom per'aps 'd come in directly, and make it all right. I 'ad a little
bit o' candle left, and I lighted it, so that I might watch my dear's
face; but it only lasted about a hour and then it went out. I laid
down by my dear's side, and took 'er in my arms to warm 'er; she never
spoke or moved, sir; 'er 'eart beat, that was all. I felt 'er eyes
with my fingers, and they was still wide open. I began to git
frightened. What was it my dear was a-starin' at, and could she see it
even in the dark? Well, sir, I laid so for a long time, until I fell
asleep. 'Ow long I slep', sir, I can't tell, but when I woke up, my
dear was moanin'--not cryin', sir, but moanin'. I tried to coax 'er to
speak to me, but she didn't seem to know that 'er poor mother was by
'er side, and she never answered a word, but went on moanin'. O, sir!
as I laid there in the dark listenin' to my dear, I thought I should
ha' gone out of my mind! And then 'er poor 'ands--they're nothink but
skin and bone, sir!--begun to wander about, and it seemed to me that
she was searchin' and arksin' for somethin' to eat. What _could_ I do,
sir? what could I do? I run out to Mr. Wirtue's, but 'is place was
shut; per'aps he'd ha' given me somethink, but I couldn't find 'im.
Then I went back to my dear, and stood in the dark, fightin' with
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