Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
The mere utterance of the word so overwhelmed her, that for a time she
was blind and deaf to all around her. Dark clouds encompassed her; she
was conscious of nothing but the overpowering grief which was born of
love; all else was blotted out from her comprehension. She and her
dead baby were alone, distinct from every thing in nature. Divine
sympathy for her touched her not; human love for her touched her not
She did not ask for them; she did not know the good that lay in them.
All that she desired, all that she yearned for, was her baby, and with
that dear soul of her soul and heart of her heart in her arms, she
would be content to wander into the Oblivion where peace was, where no
gnawing hunger was, where no unkind looks were, where no pain was. In
that Oblivion only one thing could live--her love for her baby.
I waited until she was calmer, and could heed my words.
'Your child is purified by its death. In the better life that lies
beyond this, all her troubles, all her unconscious shame, all her
sufferings are washed away and forgotten. Ah, my dear! think of it and
be grateful for the Divine compassion that has brought peace to her
suffering soul. She waits for you in the better land to reward you for
your love; and until the Divine Hand is laid upon you, and calls upon
you to join her there, let it be your consolation to know that she has
been spared the misery that has fallen to your lot.'
She echoed wonderingly, with overflowing eyes,
'The better land that lays beyond this! She waits for me in the better
land! Tell me.'
Then, in words as plain as I could find, I spoke to her of those
Divine truths, of that Divine hope, without a belief in which our
lives would be dark indeed.
'And the tiger!' she cried. 'Is the tiger with her? For the Lord's
sake don't tell me that the tiger is with her there!'
These and other questions I had to answer to her satisfaction, and
gradually, gradually the expression of stony despair left her
features, and into her eyes there stole a softened look of hope and
belief.
'She will see me there!' she sobbed. 'My dear will see me there, and
will smile upon me! I shall 'old 'er in my arms! O, my dear, my dear!'
She knelt with me by the side of the lifeless clay, and repeated after
me her first prayer, dwelling upon the words slowly and wistfully.
Another voice joined ours in the prayer: Mr. Merrywhistle's; and she,
recognising it, stretched out her hand to that faithfullest of
friends. Side by side we knelt in silence when the prayer was done,
and no sound was heard in the room but the quiet sobs of the bereaved
mother. After a time she turned to me, and, in broken, grateful words,
said that I had done her good. Yes, we had comforted her; thank God we
had comforted her! With what fervent gratitude did I bless the
gracious God for giving us the power of comforting that poor bruised
heart!
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