Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
With the handle of the door in his hand, he turned towards her, and
saw her standing with the light shining upon her.
DEAR LOVE, GOOD-BYE.
It was three o'clock in the morning before Saul Fielding came home.
The bell of Westminster proclaimed the hour with deep-sounding tongue.
Saul ascended the stairs quietly. He did not wish to disturb any one
in the house--least of all, Jane, if she were asleep. 'Although,' he
thought, dwelling in love upon her, 'the dear woman wakes at my
lightest footfall.' He crept into the room softly, and paused, with
hand upraised and listening ear. 'She is asleep,' he whispered gladly.
He stepped gently to the bedside and laid his hand lightly upon the
pillow; it was cold. 'Jane!' he cried, with a sudden fear upon him.
His hand travelled over the bed; it was empty. So strong a trembling
took possession of him that he could not stand, and he sank, almost
powerless, on the bed. 'What is this? he asked of himself. 'Why is she
not abed? Jane! Jane! Where are you?' Although he spoke in a tone
scarcely above a whisper, every word he uttered sounded in the dark
room like a knell, and seemed to come back to him charged with
terrible meaning--as though some one else were speaking. 'Let me
think,' he muttered vaguely. 'How did I leave her? She was not
angry with me. Her words were full of hope. She kissed me, and
stood--there!' He looked towards the window, and saw the outlines of
her face in the light--saw her eyes gazing tenderly, lovingly, upon
him. He knew that what he saw was but a trick of the imagination; but
he moved towards the light, and clasped a shadow in his arms. 'The
world is dark without you, dear woman!' he sobbed, with closed eyes,
repeating almost the last words he had said to her. 'The world is dark
without you! Where are you? Have you left me?' The table shook beneath
his hand, as he rested upon it to steady himself. But he could not
control his agitation; it mastered him. With trembling hands he struck
a match and lit the lamp; then saw with certainty that Jane was not in
the room. Mechanically he took from the table a sheet of paper with
writing upon it, which the light disclosed. 'Jane's writing,' he
muttered, and then read:
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