Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
He is desolate. Jane has gone from him. She has left words of comfort
behind her, but he may never look upon her face again. She has given
him a task to fulfill. 'If I have done my duty by you,' she said, 'and
I have tried to do it, it remains for you to do your duty by me.' He
will be true to his dear woman, as she has been to him. He will strive
to perform the task she has set before him--he will strive to find a
way. Ay, if he dies in the attempt. He will consider presently how he
shall commence. In the mean time, he must think of Jane.
He falls into a doze, thinking of her, and with her in his mind the
past comes to him. The aspirations which filled his boyish mind--his
love for books--his desire to rise above his surroundings--his
reasonings upon the relation of this and that, and his theoretical
conclusions, which were to suddenly divert the common custom of
things, as if a creation could in a moment crumble into dust the
growth of centuries--his delight when he found that he was an orator,
and could move an assembly of men to various passions--his meeting
with Jane---- He went no farther. The memory of her as she was when he
first saw her, a bright flower--ah, how bright, how trustful and
womanly!--stopped farther thought, and for a time no vision appears of
his downfall, his weakness, his disgrace, his sinking lower, lower,
until he is almost a lost man. It comes to him presently with all its
shame; but when he wakes, the chaos of images in his mind resolves
itself into this: his life is before him, full of weeds, like an
untended garden, but here and there are Forget-me-nots, and each one
bears the name of Jane.
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