Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
Her children ... it was strange how she felt toward them, how little
she feared for them. Certainly they were to be shielded, but also
they were not to be deceived about the life into which they had been
brought. The truth would not hurt them.
It was late in September that Moira received the letter from Miles
saying that he had left and would not return. The letter was a
mixture of unhappy self-accusation, and charges against her for
various shortcomings, chief of which appeared to be that she had
become self-sufficient and had accepted assistance from others. She
thought he might have spared her that, as well as the taunt about her
preoccupation with Osprey.... She had expected a parting shot of some
kind, yet when it came it was a painful blow, and she spent a week
brooding over it and wholly beside herself.
During this week Osprey saw nothing of her, and when she came up the
hill one evening to join him, he revealed in his eagerness what the
deprivation had meant. He led her to a seat, fussed about her comfort
and lighted her cigarette.
“I’ve been ill,” she said. “I go off and hide when that happens, like
an animal. Now I’m well.”
“Ill?” he asked, disturbed. He reflected that he should have been less
squeamish and forced a visit upon her. He had never done just that.
Invitations, dropped at chance meetings or at the end of discussions
while they worked had been enough. This time he had gone a little
further, approached her door on an impulse twice, but stopped before
making his presence known. “But,” he resumed, “Nana didn’t tell me
about your being ill. Did she take care of you?”
Moira knew what was in his mind. While she had been ill, her husband
had not been at home.
“Well,” she confessed lightly, “ill is not strictly true. I’ve been
just out of sorts. I had some news, but it doesn’t matter.”
“Good. I’m glad you’re feeling better. Particularly, as Nana tells me,
you’re expecting a guest to-morrow.”
“Yes, an old friend, a Mr. Blaydon. An old schoolmate, really, who has
been very kind to us.”
“I wonder if you wouldn’t bring him and Mr. Harlindew to dinner
to-morrow night? I shall be delighted to have you all; and as for Nana,
she suggested it herself.”
Miles had always been included in Osprey’s formal invitations, whether
present or not, and had, in fact, attended once and contributed not
unpleasantly to the evening.
“I’m afraid I can’t promise for my husband,” said Moira slowly.
“H’m. That’s too bad. But I can count on you and your friend, Mr.
Blaydon, anyway?”
“I should love to bring him,” she replied and paused.... It was better,
she thought, to have matters understood.... “My husband ... won’t come
back here,” she went on. “He has left me.”
“It was that,” he asked kindly, “the news you had?”
“Yes, he wrote me a letter.”
Osprey spoke quietly but she was conscious of the emotion in his voice.
“And you will accept that? You will not seek him, try to bring him
back?”
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