Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
It was past noon before he realized it, and the golf links were
becoming populated by a few straggling faculty men with clubs. He
aimed for an outlying street which led into town and the act of motion
toward a definite objective revived his spirits, which had been sinking
hopelessly into the quicksand of despair. He went to the bank and drew
out all of his small balance but a dollar. The previous day his check
had come and he had paid his scot for October at the fraternity house.
It was rare that his remittances from home exceeded forty dollars a
month. He converted the larger part of the sum he withdrew into a
money order at the Post Office and mailed it to Ellen, with a short
note in which he told her he would see her somehow before long, and if
possible to do nothing until then.
“Money,” he thought, as he stepped out of the Post Office, “if one
just had enough money one could fix up anything!”--an idea that had
come to him before in many a tight place and morning after. He fell to
day-dreaming about what he would do for Ellen if he had money, money in
his hand, money in plenty.
The mailing of the letter had brought a sudden release to his feelings.
It would cheer her up to hear from him.
In this state he responded more willingly to passing acquaintances,
did not avoid the livery stable man and the candy man, and the dozen
other town bodies who were always about. Catastrophes, he reflected,
had their good points. They furnished a reason for cutting classes and
loafing on a beautiful Fall day. He was tempted for a moment to call on
Roget, who lived, as no one but he would have lived, on the native side
of Broadway, a short distance off. But he decided against it. He would
be pressed to talk about his trouble and that he had resolved not to do
except in the worst extremity, and certainly not to Roget.
The decision to avoid Emmet left him no alternative, and he drifted
into Steve Ball’s bar. Those dark, quiet, wet-smelling precincts were
deserted at that hour, so far as his familiars were concerned. He was
glad they were. It would not have been easy to conceal the turmoil
within him, if forced into an extended conversation. He would take a
drink or two, slowly, he concluded, go home and try to forget the whole
thing, and to-morrow with a hard head, he would work out a plan of
action.
Frank, the experienced bar man, wiped up the much scarred and
initialled table of the private room, and hovered in the doorway with a
friendly smile.
“This is the sort of companionship a fellow needs in my fix,” thought
Potter. “Nothing like it. A good barkeep.”
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