Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
And then the parties began. There were nearly always two big ones each
Winter, and between them a constant stream of dinners and late motor
parties, and informal crowds who tramped over from the Club to dance.
Ellen loved to hear the music going at full tilt, the new jazz music
that was just coming in. She didn’t mind, as much as she should have,
the young men getting tipsy. She was thrilled to watch the couples
disappear down through the trees, laughing and chatting, eager to
escape the floods of light that poured from every window in the house;
or slip into their motors for a drive along the dark roads.
She had always thought of Sterling Blaydon as a reserved and serious
man, and she wondered how he stood so much excitement. Then she
realized that she was dealing with a new Sterling Blaydon, who not only
stood it but encouraged it. His pride in the place and his love of
filling it with people was like a boy’s.
A great part of the pleasure she took in these affairs arose from
the fact that her daughter was a favourite. Tall, important men and
dazzling young women were attentive to Moira and Moira enjoyed it as
much as they did. She was growing extraordinarily self-possessed,
particularly with her elders. Often enough the frank equality she
adopted toward them made Ellen gasp.
Only in the dead of winter, when the snow piled up a foot or two
everywhere and the drifts sometimes were up to a man’s middle, would
they be without company for many days at a time. During this brief
closed season--for it did not last long at the worst--Mr. Blaydon
usually lived in town, and sometimes Mrs. Seymour would join him there,
when engagements came in bunches or the theatres were particularly
interesting. And the children, freed from their teacher, would be idle.
Coming upon Moira alone at such times, with her constituted guardians
away and out of mind, Ellen experienced her moments of gravest
temptation. How she longed then to take the youngster in her arms and
pour out the floods of love pent up within her. These yearnings were
made all the more unbearable by the simple affection with which she
was nearly always greeted by her daughter; yet at the same time the
child’s own attitude strengthened her resistance. For Ellen stood in
awe of her. The force of training, the sedulously cultivated point of
view, the entirely different environment had already stamped her with
the mark of another caste. Ellen could not look upon her for more than
an instant as simply the object of possessive human feeling. It would
sweep over her at some childlike expression, some quaint, serious look.
It would be checked by some unlooked for sophistication of gesture or
remark.
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