Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
She was in great doubt. Nobody, of course, would attach any
significance to it, whichever she did, not even Hal, probably. It was
only important to herself. She knew something had happened to her
during the past year that was comparable to the change in Hal the year
before. She had evidence now under her hands and in her eyes as she
stood undressed, evidence that did not wholly please her, for she had
lately taken a fancy to dislike women. More satisfactory evidence was a
sense of mental growth.
She had just returned from a long Spring vacation in New York with
Mathilda, not her first visit but her most exciting one, and her
thoughts were awhirl with Pavlova and Rachmaninoff and the Washington
Square Players, bobbed hair and the operas at the Metropolitan, and a
dozen startling, vivifying, even violent art exhibitions. She felt that
she was probably much more splashed by the currents than Hal himself,
for certainly one did not really learn anything at a boy’s school. Such
places could only be high class stables for thoroughbred colts to pass
the awkward stage in, under trainers far less capable than those they
would have had if they were horses.
And now the question was whether to test the glamour of these mental
and physical acquisitions upon Hal by waiting to meet him alone, or
to go like a good fellow and see him with the family. There was, of
course, nothing personal about it; Hal was no more than an opportune
judge. He represented the best criticism the East had to send back to
them.
After her bath she decided for action. She would go with the others and
meet him. “Anyway, why attach so much importance to Hal? He’s quite
capable of attaching enough to himself.”
There was the possibility, too, of dramatic interest in his arrival.
The year before, on his return, at eighteen, he had boldly announced
to his father he was going to war. There wasn’t to be a day lost, he
wanted to go at once. Every man in his class was going somehow or
other. Sterling Blaydon opposed it, the argument dragged out for days,
and finally the family won. But it was only with the understanding
that if Hal would finish his last year at school he might make his own
decision. The country’s participation in the war was now over a year
old and the outlook was dismal, one German advance after another having
succeeded. There were plenty of youngsters of nineteen and twenty in
it, and Hal would insist upon enlisting. He had, as a matter of fact,
and as his letters showed, done almost no schooling at Fanstock that
year. The entire institution had been made over into a training camp.
Moira remembered how her cousin had chafed the summer before, hating
his idleness and the wretched fate of being in excessive demand to
entertain girls. Her sympathy with his groans had gone a long way to
help her forgive his ill treatment.
And yet she had never been worked up to a pitch of great excitement
about the war.
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