Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
“I have invented a litany, Hal. Will you listen to it? I invented it
for the saddest people in the world. It goes like this: O God, be
merciful to those who are free and must live with the fettered; to
the scornful laughers who are bound to the humourless; to the swift
who walk by the slow; and the idle who are bondsmen to the busy--and
especially, O God, be merciful to all those whose spirits were young
and whose generation denied them youth’s chance, amen. There must have
been many like Daddy in his day.”
Through the trees the half moon glowed like the polished end of a
woman’s nail against a pink and sapphire West. It was an infinitely
tender moment, the end of a week of betrothal, the eve of his departure
for a trip North.
“Let me, please, once more,” whispered Moira, “one I love.” And she
quoted:
“La lune blanche
Luit dans les bois,
De chaque branche
Parte une voix,
Sous la ramée,
Oh, bien-aimée.
“Une vaste et tendre
Apaisement
Semble descendre
Du firmament
Que l’astre irise....
C’est l’heure exquise!”
“You gave me those,” she said. “They were a peace offering one
Christmas, one year you had treated me very badly. I love them because
they are all young, all fresh, ageless. Let’s you and I, dear, resolve
to be young forever. Let’s make a bond of youth, cherish it, study to
keep it, never let it go.”
“Moira, you will never be older than this day.”
“I think it is easy to stay young if one keeps one’s unreasonable
likes. One should always like things that are a little twisted and
strange, in spite of what people think. One must like Verlaine’s
absinthe as well as Verlaine, Swinburne and Swinburne’s perversity
also, Rob and his wickedness--the wickedness he doesn’t understand. You
know, Hal, I didn’t go to college after all, because I was afraid it
would make me old, it would give me ‘interests.’ I hate the word. As if
everything wasn’t an interest!”
They walked around by the flat, broad meadow, hushed in the dusk. The
first whip-poor-will was calling. She clung to his arm, enjoying the
sensation of firm muscles flexing under her hand.
“I don’t care,” she cried. “I’m not afraid of anything. I would as soon
give myself to you, all of me, now, to-night. The rest, all the fuss,
does not count. What is there to fear in this glorious wide world, Hal?”
“Nothing--but fear, I suppose,” he replied.
Two white figures swaying together across the dusty furrows, they
merged into the darkness like birds fluttering out of sight in the
clouds.
XIV
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