Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
She had never heard of Ellen’s having a baby, and if she had just been
naming it when this letter was written it should have been about the
same age as herself. How curious it was that she and Ellen’s baby
should have had the same name. Perhaps her mother had liked the name
and borrowed it from Ellen, for Mathilda would take what she wanted;
but it did seem unlikely she would take the name of the cook’s baby
for her own. And what had become of Ellen’s Moira? She would ask Ellen
about it in the morning. Never had her curiosity been so oddly and
intensely aroused.
She cast the letter from her and opened Hugo, but her eyes were heavy
and her mind weary with the thoughts and excitements of that day. In a
few moments she was asleep.
When she awoke in the morning the first thing she thought of was the
letter, and she reread it. The mystery had clearly taken a strong hold
upon her mind. While dressing she decided to postpone seeing Ellen,
and every time she went to her room during the day she read the letter
again and asked herself more and more puzzling questions about it. Why,
for example, had Ellen never spoken of her child, particularly if it
had the same name as herself? Was there something distasteful in the
recollection either to Ellen or to her mistress?
Moira could not get into the Hugo book at all. Instead she took a long
drive in her car and, finding that a bore, she tried riding which
proved no better. She was tempted to hunt up Rob or telephone for
Selden and go somewhere for a cocktail and a dance. Failing to reach
either of them or to decide on anything definite to do, she began to
find Ellen a source of enormous interest. Hardly realizing it, she
spied upon her all afternoon, and searched her smiling, unconcerned
features whenever she appeared. It was hard to think of Ellen ever
having had a baby. She stopped herself from pursuing this obsession a
half a dozen times, but the spell of curiosity lingered. And still she
could not bring herself to speak to the woman. By nightfall she was
scattered and depressed, with the feeling of having spent a wasted day.
She went to bed early and tried again to read Hugo, but instead, she
found herself rereading the McCoy letter. It drew her like a sinister
charm. She threw on a dressing gown and began walking in the room. For
the first time in her whole life her fingers shook as she started to
take a cigarette from her box, and actually muffed it. This made her
angry, and she lit the cigarette swiftly and fiercely and clattered the
box down on the table. Then she was able to laugh and upbraid herself.
“Good Lord!” she cried. “What has the cook and her offspring to do with
me? Why am I so excited?”
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