Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
“No, she--she was a nurse.”
“Oh, of course. She speaks of being so busy and of missing you. And you
had your baby there?”
“Yes.”
“That old hospital is still there, Ellen. I’ve driven by it a dozen
times going to town. It doesn’t look like a very cheerful place to have
a baby, but I guess it was nicer in those days.”
“It was all right,” said Ellen. Moira impulsively reached an arm about
her waist.
“Well, I’m going now. You don’t want to talk any more about it, do you,
dear? I’ll ask mother to tell me the story. Can I--can I keep this
letter, just to show her? I’ll tell her the odd way I came across it.”
Ellen’s hand flew in terror to the crumpled letter.
“No--no, please, Miss Moira. Give it to me,” she begged.
The violence of her action, its commanding tone, brought a flush of
anger to Moira’s face. She relinquished the letter.
“Oh,” she said, in a changed voice. “I suppose I should apologize--that
is, no doubt you are angry that I read it.”
“Yes, you shouldn’t have done that.”
The servant spoke for the first time naturally, sincerely and
vigorously, and by contrast it made all her previous answers seem to
Moira like a patch-work of unreality and embarrassed evasion. Moreover,
the accusing tone of the remark added fuel to her resentment. She arose
and drew her dressing gown about her with a gesture of dignity. This
time she certainly must go. And yet she was hurt and offended. Her only
intent had been one of genuine interest and sympathy, and it had been
badly received. As she stood in the floor in this puzzled, dissatisfied
state, she caught sight of Ellen’s face appealing to her pathetically.
“Please, Miss Moira,” the woman whispered hoarsely, “don’t tell Mrs.
Seymour, don’t tell her about this letter, or that you were here, or
anything.”
The girl answered with an abrupt gesture of impatience.
“Ellen, I don’t understand. What is all this secrecy, this mystery for?
I found your letter, I came to give it back to you and asked a simple
question--and you treat me as though I had done something criminal.
It’s foolish. I don’t see why I shouldn’t ask mother.”
A blank panic seemed to have seized Ellen. She snatched the girl’s hand
and went on in the same hoarse voice:
“I can’t explain, but only don’t, don’t say anything to her. For her
sake, for everybody’s sake, please!”
Moira experienced a momentary insane illumination. It made her heart
stop and then flutter and then stop again. Twice in her life she had
felt herself near death--once in an accident with her car, and once
when her horse had thrown her. She felt now the same sensation she had
felt then. The questions that came to her lips would have seemed to her
idiotic a moment before. Yet they came irresistibly.
“Ellen,” she cried, “what does all this mean? Have I got anything to do
with it?”
“You? Oh, no, no,” cried Ellen. “No, you mustn’t think that!”
“Was that baby me?”
“Oh, Miss Moira, how can you--how can you dream--?”
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